You're free they say he's gone for good.
Reliving the pain will you do you no good.
You don't have to fear him now that he's gone.
His life is over, and your life is long.
I can't stop the nightmares that go back to the day.
Where my favorite uncle took my childhood away.
Shhh keep it a secret to protect this man,
if only as parents they did what they can.
No they were Drinkers, and our life was wild.
So today I mourn him not him but the loss of a child.

Sadness overwhelms me, the pain so deep within.
To know I lost my dearest friend, is something I can't comprehend.
I was so messed up in life,
I wasted many days.
But you were always there,
My savior in every way.
I took life for granted, never expecting you to leave.
But the Lord called you in his arms, and I am left to grieve.
For the loss of a good man, a friend in every way.
That you have finally found your peace,
I'll pray for that everyday

God made you an angel to carry me through the days ,
To comfort me when I'm lonely,
And show me  a better way.
10 years have past, I still listen for the sound,
of my daddy's voice, even though you're not around.
I think of all the moments that I shared with you,
The good times and the bad times,
And all that we've been through.
The pain is just as fresh, as if you died yesterday. that you will finally come for me,
Is all that I can pray.

How much do I love you?
Let me count the ways,

I love your one paw,
I love your two paws,
I love your three paws,
I love all four.

I love the way you greet me,
when I walk through the door.
I love your wiggy waggy tail,
and your little tooshie too.
I love it when you kiss me,
when I say mommy loves you.

I love your little belly, and I love your little teeth,
I love the way you yell at me,
when you want a treat.

I love your little nose, and I love your big brown eyes
I love the fact you think your ten feet tall.
for your little size.

My world is shattered, and I just can't conceive,
Why the Lord called Kaysee in his arms, and I am left to grieve.
His young life was cut short, no answers I can find.
I sit and pray everyday, dear Lord please change your mind.
Please give me back here in my nephew, please help them live again.
He has so much potential, and has yet to become a man.
There's lots he has to learn in life, there's lots he doesn't know.
If you could just bring him back to me, I'll give you my very soul.

I might be small but I am cute.
I tried to grow legs since I was a youth.
People make fun of me time and again, cuz the step stools my best friend.
I carry it with me everywhere I go.
I just don't understand why my legs won't grow.

When I Wake I think of you. When I close my eyes, You're in my dreams too. You're in all of my thoughts,
And all of my dreams.
Every hour, every minute, And every second in between.

Your lips touch mine, your arms hold me tight.
Your love making keep me keeps me warm, on a cold Winter's Night.

I love the feeling of you lying next to me
I want you so bad that I can hardly breathe.
You gently caress my body oh so nice and slow, taking me to places that only you know,
As you enter inside me, my body goes weak.
I am in ecstasy and I'm finally complete.

Lost in a lonely world,
With no place left to go.
People always around me,
but its only just a show.

My life is just a perception of what I want them to see.
They don't understand,
They don't know the real me.

They all pretend that they care,
Say the right things when I'm needed.
And when I let my guard down,
I'm left shattered and defeated.

I try to mask the pain I feel,
With a smile on my face.
It doesn't matter where I am,
I still feel out of place.

I am the outsider,
That's always looking in.
Im fighting this constant battle,
I can never seem to win.

As I sit here in silence,
I don't know what to say.
How can I make them understand?
That hearts are not for play.

searched my whole life for the
perfect man,
No one seemed to measure up and I didn't understand,
why part of me was empty, why part of me felt cold.
Would it be this way forever, wouId I feel the same when I'm old.
After searching my whole life, the perfect man I couldn't see.
I couldn't take it anymore, and said Lord help me please.
He said look deep inside you the answer was always there.
I couldn't tell you how to feel it's your cross to bear.
I did  as a lord had asked, and looked deep inside.
A calmness on overwhelmed me, and my heart was filled with pride.
The answer was always there,
the truth I always had.
I didn't have to look at all,
The perfect man is my dad.