Everyone’s life seems perfect around her
They say she helps them
They’re happy and they’re grateful

Everything became perfect since she came
Their wish is in the angel
She looks like she could save everyone’s day
Or that’s just what they’re thinking

But the angel’s life is not as happy as them
No one ever came to save her
She can’t even save herself
And nobody would realize the sadness
When they’re at the peak of their triumph

To my boyfriend,

I was alone and feeling sick and stressed.
I thought I would handle this all by myself, alone again.
wouldn't even consider that you would care.
I was afraid I didn't have the energy to be my old self.
and you would be mad and sick of me too.

but I was wrong.
you hug me with your eyes closed.
you are here, with me
even in my last hope
accept me in all of my forms

and I wish the word love could capture my feelings
but it is not
feeling alone was what I thought it is
but I was wrong
you are even half of what I imagine
and for that, I will love you forever