Haley G

Haley G Jun 2015

Desire

My deepest desire
is not life itself
but what life offers me,

The adventure that awaits me
the very purpose of why?

My deepest desire
is not life its self
but what life has in store for me,

For you only know
my greater purpose,
Only you can guide my soul
to the place i will one day
call home.

Haley G Jun 2015

I Fear

I fear the light
i fear the dark
i fear i will never be

I want only goodness
in my dying heart,
I want only light
in the darkest world,

I fear the feeling of fear
and wish it gone,
But no matter what it returns,
except now it gives me courage
To not fear the fear

Haley G Jun 2015

Darkest Secret

You stood upon my porch,
Waiting,
Hoping,
That i would choose another way,

As you stood you hoped and prayed,
but you knew that i was done,
that i had strayed,

You were to scared to enter,
and too scared to leave,
We both heard the whispers
The ones with the darkest seed,

Not good enough,
Not special,
Just another person,
Wanting attention,

So i give a soft smile,
and put the letter on the table,
I am not just another person
wanting attention,

Not just shadow,
but a shadow with the darkest secret.

Haley G Jun 2015

What Could I Be?

I am light
but also heavy,
I am Strong,
but fragile,
I am open,
but guarded,
What could i be?

I am your heart

Haley G Jun 2015

My Oblivion

For now my soul can not soar,
             it can not fly,
Only staying in the dark,
            as time flies by,

It will never reach the light it seeks,
            the light so many want to see,
It will stay in the deepest part of my oblivion,
               until it can soars again,

When i am ready,
         When i am free,
When i am no longer stuck in the past,
  or
My own personal oblivion

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