I sit
Then stand,
I watch
Then hope,
I wish
Then dream,
For something better for me,

I think,
and think
and think
and think
But nothing comes to me,

I dream
and hope
i wish
and wish
For just one adventure to come,

But alsas no such luck follows,
So,

I sit
then stand
I watch
Then hope
I hope
Then dream
Until finally you came to me,

My deepest light,
My greatest love,
You are my adventure,
My Soulmate,
My Love

My deepest desire
is not life itself
but what life offers me,

The adventure that awaits me
the very purpose of why?

My deepest desire
is not life its self
but what life has in store for me,

For you only know
my greater purpose,
Only you can guide my soul
to the place i will one day
call home.

As i hold out my hand and pray
I close my eyes and fear the day
So I say,
"God Almighty, help me through this dreadful day,"

As your fingers intertwine with mine
I cant help but smile and shine
So i say,
"You'll always be with me through time,"

As i slowly start to cry
I thought I heard your sigh
So i say,
"Take care of him for me, for i can not fly,"

As i open my eyes
and see all the tears
I know our hearts will break
through the years,
So i say,
"Watch over our family and have no fear,"

As is step upon the podium
with you by my side
I cant help the tears that start to slide
So i say,
" Goodbye dear friend, for you have taught me life is a ride,"

As I watch you leave my side with fright
I think of all the promises I will keep tonight,
So i say,
"God help him find his eternal light'

As I rise my head to the sky
I swear I saw you fly by,
So i say,
"God Almighty thank you for the day, So i could finally say,
Goodbye"

You're the blade that cuts my skin
And sheds the crimson blood,
      You're the blade that cuts my skin
And every time you cut deeper and deeper,
      You're the reason I cry at night
Every time you tell me the "truth,"
      You're the reason I stop the fight
You're the reason I have to say
     "Goodbye"

For now my soul can not soar,
             it can not fly,
Only staying in the dark,
            as time flies by,

It will never reach the light it seeks,
            the light so many want to see,
It will stay in the deepest part of my oblivion,
               until it can soars again,

When i am ready,
         When i am free,
When i am no longer stuck in the past,
  or
My own personal oblivion

My little star,
My little light,
Please shine bright,
My little bright light,

Are you happy there,
My little light?
All the way up there,
In the night?

Are you by yourself,
My little star?
My little light,
Are you happy there,
In the night?

Could I be there too?
I can certainly try,
My little light,
Could you help me?
Could you please shine bright?

My little star,
My little light,
Please shine bright,
My little bright light,

I will be there soon
In the night,
My little star,
My little light,
You're my only friend,
My only bright light

I fear the light
i fear the dark
i fear i will never be

I want only goodness
in my dying heart,
I want only light
in the darkest world,

I fear the feeling of fear
and wish it gone,
But no matter what it returns,
except now it gives me courage
To not fear the fear

I am light
but also heavy,
I am Strong,
but fragile,
I am open,
but guarded,
What could i be?

I am your heart