Maybe
Just maybe
if I weren't so broken
and you weren't so naive and clueless
then maybe we would've been friends

Maybe
If you had taken the back seat in the corner next to mine
instead of the front row
and if I had payed more attention and actually cared
then maybe I would like you

Maybe
If my life wasn't as ******* up and yours filled with things other than math
and if I had lifted my nose from a book every once in a while
then maybe I  would notice how you stared at me

Maybe, maybe, maybe
there are too many maybe's and too little time

I ran four decades back in time
to sit here with the past
filling my senses with life
memories worth their salt
I ran to be here with you
my very first love
yes you knew then what I know now
we would always be one