My thoughts my worst enemy telling me things I should not believe creating feelings that should not be.
Surrounded by people that love me but yet so alone.
My thoughts all I have along with the heartache that is still there haunting me.

Just sitting here wondering what the point is in breathing
In loving
In existing
In being with you
Time of which we don't have
Touch of which we don't feel
Words of which we barely speak
Why are we worlds      away?
Wrong timing.

Self love is important
because it is impossible
to love someone else when
you can't even love yourself
so take a step back, and
look at yourself
and love yourself
because in the end you're all
you really have

Each day a few words and maybe some love something to look forward to just a little is enough
So far away and unfocused we are it’s just so tough being so very far
Though my dreams with you will forever last I wonder if this time I see you will be the last everyday I’m so scared it overshadows my love  forever we are but still so far apart don’t know how much longer I can make it it’s just breaking my heart

Your days consist of stress
Loads and loads of work
But you are strong and push through
Your muscles hurt and you brain aches but you do so much it's normal you now just consider it you
You should be thankful not many people get to do what you do.
Just one thing sets you off and I get upset it ruins my day even tho I try to forget.
Days are ****** you're so far away.
But I still look forward to the future is it really so far away?
No I'll lever leave I can see you saying the same
But will the stress be too much one day...
For now I have no worries I'm here for you I wish I could do more to help and care for you. Just remeber how thankful you should be remeber all the good times and how lucky you are to have all the people you love including me.