one of which i want you to fill
but most doctors say the problem would be better solved by a pill
when the day is over and i stare at this screen i think maybe i'm not good enough and my insides just scream
no i'm not perfect not even for you because that void is me i'm beginning to see
i'm broken.
i have many problems that should be solved but i let them sit here heavy on my heart hoping one day that they would devolve
so i'm sorry if i seem needy i'm just so alone i love you dearly i'm never able to deal on my own.

Some days its a little too much
All the hurt and pain seems to come back all at once.
She closes her eyes and takes a breath and he reminds her again...
babe you are enough. There's none like you, your smile as big as the vastness of the twilight, eyes of the utmost crystal blue. Don't let anyone get you down there's none that I will ever love like I have loved you.

all i see is black and blue,
belt marks and blood stains my only view
its beginning to get hard to fight back the tears
its been too long
too many years
i need for once someone to listen
my bruises and cuts are what your eyes are missing
i'm never fine but i pray ill be alright
tears aren't the only thing that keep me up at night
i'm always hurt
pushed around,
treated like dirt
i dream of another reality i dream of happiness,
of what it is like.
If i keep on wishing maybe i just might.
one day ill find that loving home
i will be loved and no longer alone
but as i lay here a lifetime longer
your cruel abuse only makes me stronger.

As time goes by
things start to change
things get misplaced
many things rearanged
dreames come true
but hearts will break
from the past
we learn from mistakes
so we'll  hear advice
and finally start to listen
bad ideas will fade away
new  thoughts and better ways
will seem to glisten
you'll feel ashamed
and want to dissapear
with many tears you'll cry and grieve
But take it in,
you are enough
turn things around
you're strong and you are tough.

911
Were they letters no but only numbers
Numbers that freed their souls but broke multiple hearts and changed lives forever

Bright blue eyes dripping with tears
Little bruised body
Innocence stolen but hope never failing even though it would only get hadder for the bright eyed little girl.
One day she'd know what it feels like,to be loved and cherished

To be wanted.

"The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well.”

So I too shall be your purpose.

Feet first
eyes closed tightly

I feel it on my ear
Blessed to feel your breath hot on my ear
I hear it pounding
Blessed to have you heart beating at my side
Arms wrapped around me
Hearts innertwined

Nothings better than the slippy love. The only kind to make you fall hard enough.