I’m a freak, I’m a ***
I’m a boss, I’m a *****, I’m a goat
I’m a freak, I’m a ***
I’m a boss, I’m a *****, I’m a goat
I’m a freak, I’m a ***
I’m a boss, I’m a *****, I’m a goat
I’m a boss, I’m a *****, I’m a goat
And id go anywhere you go
Follow you till the end like a ***  
Cause pretty boys make my world
Cause pretty boys last all night
Cause pretty boys like to fight
Yeah ***** I said it
Take your man if he’s pretty got vet him
Then undress him let him take me in the back cause I want to impress him
Just met him but they that we **** is impressive
If he’s your man come get him cause when I’m done take him back I’ll redress him
I’m a freak, I’m a ***
I’m a boss, I’m a *****, I’m a goat
I’m a freak, I’m a ***
I’m a boss, I’m a *****, I’m a goat
I’m a freak, I’m a ***
I’m a boss, I’m a *****, I’m a goat
I’m a boss, I’m a *****, I’m a goat
I’m a boss, I’m a *****, I’m a goat
Ima ima ima ima ima go anywhere I want
Ima ima ima ima ima smoke these trees don’t judge
Ima Ima ima ima ima work these stupid jobs
Ima ima ima ima ima **** any man I want

I was right I was right I was right yeah
Took a few times to get this **** right yeah
I was right I was right I was right yeah
Could talk about how I **** em in the night yeah
My mom was right my mom was right my mom was right yeah
Don’t be excessive with your feelings if your feelings aren’t right yeah
I was right I was right I was right yeah
Took a few times to get this **** right yeah
I was right yeah
could start a fight yeah
but I’m to ****** and
I’m so basic-******* getting face lifts
but I can’t afford it
so I stay basic-******* change their faces
and I don’t fit in
cause I’m not wasted
or drugs now
I stay home wow ***** I’m watching fallout
but you are just a fallout
on Hollywood you’re so stalled out
I’m watching fallout
while you’re a fallout
So I was right I was right I was right yeah
Took a few times to get this **** right yeah
I was right I was right I was right yeah
Could talk about how I **** em in the night yeah
My mom was right my mom was right my mom was right yeah
Don’t be excessive with your feelings if your feelings aren’t right yeah
I was right I was right I was right yeah
Took a few times to get this **** right yeah
I was right I was right I was right yeah
Could talk about how I **** em in the night yeah

Ill never be like her and it’s okay
I’ve accepted that I’m not enough
To be enough for myself is enough
To be the expectation that you expect me to be
I’ll never be her and honestly it’s okay
I could treat myself horribly and say hurtful things to myself and believe that they are the truth because you don’t see my worth I’ll never be enough but your wrong because quite frankly I am enough
I am enough when I’m feeling ugly
I am enough when my clothes are *****
I am enough when my clothes get tighter
I am enough when I’m depressed
I am enough when I act crazy
I am enough when I’m stressed again
I am enough even though I still make minimum wage and I’m almost 28
I am enough even though I’m bad with money and spend more money than I should on ****
I am enough even when you’d say it’s an addiction id say it’s my only medicine
I am enough even when I can’t pay my bills and no matter how much I work I still can’t catch up
I am enough even when I was working and still living in a hotel because I lost my home
I am enough even though I went crazy and tried to **** myself
I am enough even though I was crazy angry and got arrested and put in the mental hospital for my suicide attempts and blatant psychosis
I am enough but I won’t forget
The pain I feel so I take all these meds
It’s still the voices that are inside my head
I feel so voiceless so I put down my head
More annoyed that you think you’re my friend
Both of you could learn to wait for me instead
More annoyed that you think you’re my friend
Both of you should go be with your ex
Cause you say to wait for you but you’re at events
Festivals how could you forget
The walls are talking but it’s not you instead
it’s my self telling me to just let go and forget
Cause you’re with your wife and she’s your best friend
So go perform I know you’re missing it
But I’m not sure I’m even feeling it
cause singing holy don’t make you my friend
Should be embarrassed you think you’re the best
A broken man I don’t think I could forget
Wasn’t a fan so I don’t know your past
But I heard your choices weren’t always the best
Still it wasn’t me who went and made your bed
It’s was yours so go and lay in it
or ask your wife to lay with you instead
I’m not holding on for any man
or waiting for him to choose me again
So go and Grindr on your boy again
at least I know your wife don’t give a ****
Cause if it was me I’d be embarrassed and
I’d just laugh cause you think you’re the best
I’m not like her so you won’t string me along
I won’t hold on cause you wrote me a song
Think you’re my justice but you’re completely wrong
If it was for me it wouldn’t have taken so long
I got depressed and I turned off your songs
If it was for me it wouldn’t have taken so long

It used to be melancholy
Now it’s mania and adversity
Melancholic madness
Sadness exemplified
Ticking timebomb
Explosive behavior
Raging moods
Crashing highs
Burning lows
Bipolar woes

Let it go
Let it be
Find inner peace
Find stillness
Be like water
Enjoy life’s freedoms
Be willing and determined
Dedicate yourself to your craft
Let it go
Let it be

Insanity with brief moments of clarity
Polarizing polarity
Distant from reality
But so close to a clarification
Define your feelings
Draw them
Can I scream instead
No
You can only hope and give your life to Jesus
Please don’t give up hope god is the way
Crisis mode activated
Decided to give up religion a long long time ago
Never wanted to dance with god
The devil is my only god
Not a evil satanic creature
Cult leader or fictitious monster
Missing a piece from the puzzle
God is the devil
The devil is god
Duality and mathematicians would agree
It’s the same side of the coin each version is a different perspective
You see evil I see hope
I see evil you see reality
Disaster is beautiful
Crisis mode aversion
What a way to view the world
Letting go of what’s normal
Alice in wonderland find a new view
Life is a journey not a destination
Let the last breath of your life be with the things you love
I’m ready for a new life

Badass ******* go to school and do their homework
Badass ******* go to school they know their own worth
Badass *******, move, just learn to read the room
Badass ***** that’s why I said to ******* move
I don’t **** with other dudes when I’m with you know I’m with you
Badass ******* go to school and do their homework
Badass ******* go to school they know their own worth
Badass ******* go like zoom cause they always on the move
Try to catch her feeling she’ll eat you up cause shes never in the mood
Go hit up Becky with that good hair cause when I want it boy I choose