People
I can't say I like depending on people
Why you may ask?
Well. People make promises.
Promises that aren't kept
"I promise I'll love you forever!"
When did forever become yesterday?
"I promise I'll never leave you"
I didn't know never was last month
People say they'll always be there for you,
In times of need, then they turn around and walk out the door when you really need them.
I guess it's because once I like a person.
I want to be a constant in their life.
I want to see them and hold them
I want to love them.
But I can't...

I've been awake for hours
Yet here I am. Still in bed...
It feels like getting up is something I cannot compel myself to do
Even if I wanted to

I've been crying for days
Yet here I am. Still in tears....
It feels like I'll never be able to stop bawling my eyes out every night
Even if I wanted to

I've been living for years
Yet here I am. Still wanting to die
It feels like someone is keeping me here no matter how many times I try to just simply disappear
I couldn't.
Even if I wanted to...

Show me your love.
Show me your love, not by sending me ***** pictures of yourself, but by taking me out.
Show me your love by buying me flowers on my birthday, or Valentine's Day, or any day.
Show me your love by taking me for long walks on the beach and laughing when I trip and fall into the water.
Show me your love by meeting me for a picnic in the woods or in the park or in a abandoned building.  
Show me your love by smiling wide and proud when you see me for I am yours
Show my your love by being mine and never leaving my side.
Just please show me your love.