Alessia

Alessia Dec 2018

I no longer write
With the hopes that you will miss me
But with the intentions
Of no longer longing for you
And leaving everything we once had
For the world to see

Alessia Nov 2018

She

She was an ocean
And I don’t know how to swim
She was summer
And I was winter
She was a blooming flower
And I was the desert in dry season
She was hip hop
And I was punk rock
She was athletic
And I was poetic
She was everything I wanted
And I never got a second glance from her
We would never work
But I tried anyways

Alessia Nov 2018

Friend

I’ll miss you too
but I rather a friend who can’t talk to me
because she’s getting help
then a friend who can’t talk to me because she’s bleeding
all over her bathroom floor

Alessia Oct 2018

Dust

You made my heart
Feel like dust
And my lips
Feel like friework
My body
Putty in your hands
And everything I’ve known before
Feel like it was wrong

Alessia Oct 2018

Deux Billets

I want to get away from here
Farther than the eye can see
Hop on the first plane
And get away from this rusty city
Make our big dreams and big plans
A reality
If I showed up at your door
Would you come with me
If I asked
Would you say
My bags are already packed
Tell the lady at the desk

Deux billets pour elle et moi

Alessia Aug 2018

Finally

And when I had finally lost
All hope
You came around
And my world
Was finally bright again

Alessia Aug 2018

My Father

My father has threatened to leave
More times then he said he’d stay
Made my mother cried more tears
Then he voluntarily cleaned up
Hurt my brother
More times then he’s helped him
Called me names
More times then he’s fought them
My father didn’t associate himself with me till I was nine
He forget my birthday
More times then he remembered it
Took credit for the gifts my mother wrapped till her finger bled
Ate his cheeseburgers
While my mother was at the gym
Because he said she need to lose weight
Before she bought that dress
My father is a monster
More then he is a man