Alessia

Alessia Aug 2018

My father has threatened to leave
More times then he said he’d stay
Made my mother cried more tears
Then he voluntarily cleaned up
Hurt my brother
More times then he’s helped him
Called me names
More times then he’s fought them
My father didn’t associate himself with me till I was nine
He forget my birthday
More times then he remembered it
Took credit for the gifts my mother wrapped till her finger bled
Ate his cheeseburgers
While my mother was at the gym
Because he said she need to lose weight
Before she bought that dress
My father is a monster
More then he is a man

Alessia Jun 2018

Does Steve Rogers Know

Does Steve Rogers know
That Bucky is in love with him
Stuck in the mind
Of a 1940’s man
The imprint of the belt
Engraved in his mind
Can’t tell him he’s in love
For the fear
Of never being able to love again
At the loss
Of his first
But when Steve Rogers
Becomes Captain America
And Bucky
Becomes the Winter Soldier
He’s no longer in love
With a personality
But in love
With the soul
Dancing in the body
Of the boy he died for

Sometimes I get really sappy and write about a love story that shud have happened properly

Alessia Jun 2018

Remember

Do you remember the first time
We caught each others eyes
To busy
Pretending to be someone else
To notice
We needed each other
To caught up in the wrong
To realize
We were right

Alessia Jun 2018

The Moon

The moon has two sides
The side you see
And the one you don’t
I have two sides
The one you bothered to know
And the one you couldn’t care less about
The moon is only beautiful to you from the parts you can see
I am only beautiful to you from the parts of me you want to see

Alessia May 2018

*****

My best friend is a *****
She sleeps around
Spending more money on glitter lipstick then she does on study sheets

I call her a ***** but while shes asleep at night
I’m with her boyfriend
Sleeping in the sheets
And hiding in the covers

I am a ***** who can’t keep her hands to herself
Maybe my friends wouldn’t be fading away in the wind if I wasn’t getting faded with their boyfriends

I guess the glitter on her lips couldn’t compete with the things I could do with mine

This isn’t necessarily about me but this goes for people I’ve met or know even me for some

Alessia May 2018

Useless

I’m a loaded gun in an open field
I’m a shaky hand holding a camera
I’m a screaming girl stuck in outer space
I’m a dancer afraid of her own reflection
I’m a public speaker afraid of being judged
I’m a girl who seems useless
I’m a girl who is useless

Alessia May 2018

Public Service Announcement

Public service announcement
If you don’t want me to say anything about you being an *******
Don’t be an *******
This is you daily reminder of me reminding you that you being an ******* won’t make me like you anymore