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Alessia Apr 2018
I know that I’m alive
But I can’t feel it
I know that there is blood rushing through my body
But I feel colder than a reptile
And I know that I can talk and converse
But I don’t want to
I’m known that I’m living but I don’t have anything to live for
I’m just numb
Alessia Apr 2018
Insert poem here
Insert art here
Insert athleticism here
Insert talent here

Please insert something here don’t live up to the disappointment you are
Alessia Apr 2018
Why can’t you do something practical with your life
Your friends want to be lawyers to save the with innocent minds
And doctors who repair the minds that can’t repair themselves
Teachers who are going to bring in the new wave of bright minds
And you?
You want to be a writer and artist.
You want to use the mind that I spent thousands and thousands of dollars on and throw it away
Why can’t you just do something real
with your life
Alessia Apr 2018
14 year old girls pry where they shouldn’t
They pry into your secrets
The way they pry into your life
Crawling in your skin
And clawing at your eyes
Lead you blindly into the forest
And make you go deaf by their echoing screams in the empty space
Manage to slowly take your breath away
As they pierce a knife through your back  
And it’s slowly killing me
14 years old girl pry where they shouldn’t
Alessia Mar 2018
If athletes were to understand poetry my life would be a lot easier
Maybe if they understood the way their legs moved them to the finish line
Was the same way my fingers write across the page of 8x11
How they gripped onto their hockey sticks
The same way I gripped onto my #2 pencil
When they get the ball in the net and win the game
Is the same feeling as me writing the last sentence of my poem
Maybe if athletes understood poetry I wouldn’t have to explain that it brings me joy
And they won’t ask why immediately after
But maybe if I understood sports they could understand my writing
Alessia Mar 2018
14 year old boys have a habit of picking at old wounds
Taking their finger and pulling on the flesh strings
The ones that took so long to heal
Reaching their hands out at your bullet wounds and throwing your blood on the white floors
Wrapping their arms around your waist
And holding on so tight you become blue in the face
Oxygen becoming a lump in your tired throat
And your words grasping on to the little bit of hope you had left
14 year old boys like making new wounds on your body and reopening old ones
Alessia Mar 2018
My mother is a rose in a garden of violets
She forgets her beauty because she looks different
I tell her she’s beautiful
But she only hears she needs to lose weight
My mother’s once bright petals are wilting away
And becoming dust getting caught in the wind
Somehow she mistakes skinny for healthy
And fat with ugly
My mother is a dying rose in growing fields
The rain no longer growing her but stopping on her shrinking form
Her beauty is no longer seen outstanding in gardens
And her body no longer full of life
My mother is slowly disappearing to make room for the new generations of self hatred and low self esteem
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