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Abeille Oct 2013
drink like bukowski
write like ****
start a new job thursday
i guess this is it
Abeille Oct 2013
Stop.
Shooting.
Cupid's arrows
From the corners
Of
Your
Eyes
Abeille Oct 2013
on days when the sky is cold, crisp, blue
a tangible reflection, almost solid-
i wish i could take a bite out of it
i'd jump using the last, innocuous, dying breath of summer to propel me and then
sink my teeth into
the frozen blueberry atmosphere
it could travel through every part of me
making me feel safe, clean, comfortable
not quite warm and not at all cold
how the trees must feel now
afterward i'd want to slowly descend like their leaves
cradled by amber air
until eventually landing softly
into an inky night
ugh, i have no idea. i'm trying too hard to make up for this lull in creativity.
Abeille Oct 2013
I woke in a haze
I noticed how strange you were
No more gin for me

That evening I tried
To act like I didn't mind
We watched a movie

BUT

I hardly know you
I can't be your ******* friend
I hate what happened

You surely recall,
Better than I, what we did
And that’s just not fair

Just leave me alone
Abeille Oct 2013
What, tell me,
is this lead in my brain?
When was it placed there?
Why have I abstained
from those nonsensical stories
I wrote as a kid?
Little mind unscathed,
silly thoughts untampered with.
I was such a quick thinker,
the reel never quit
What happened to the cheeky me
full of bravery and wit?
Now this heart's always pounding,
mind full of wanton dread
I suppose I'll start by peeling
Let's say off with my head!
Layer by layer
hold fast in its stead
One thought at a time now,
'til I'm back from the dead
Abeille Sep 2013
I'll wait until dark
to buy myself a bottle
please, night, come quickly
Abeille Sep 2013
Spending so much time  alone.
I hope this is constructive.
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