I stood outside in the rain,
The wind was blowing so smoothly,
I felt like the wind was talking to me, trying to tell me something,
I heard it's voice in my soul, in my heart

Animal Personalities


Some animals remind me of myself,  
I'm like a kitten, I'm very quiet,
I only talk when I'm hungry,
But kittens run away from things; I don't,
My cousin, Lakeisha, is like a gorilla or a grizzly bear,
Because she's loud, she stack for food,
She protects her babies, and make sure no one come near them,
Like me, I protect my own too, but my family.
I used to chase a guy. . . Not actually chase him, but I tried so hard to get him, and I never did, but anyway, he used to run away from me, like a CHICKEN !!!
Everyone has a animal personality, I TOLD you !

When love hits you, it won't be expected,
When love hits you, it will be out of nowhere,
When love hits you, you will be lost,
When love hits, you can feel it,
When love hits you, you will know.

My life may not be a dance of roses, 
but my I have the walk of roses, 
roses that are bright red
Like the anger in my heart,
And the blood in my veins,
My anger is deep and contagious and it's goes crazy like the jets and planes.

I promise that you will never be out of my mind,
I promise that I will always think about you,
I promise when you need me, I will be everywhere for
you to find me, I promise that I will never stop loving you

The wind calms me,
The wind settles me,
The wind cools me,
The wind clears my mind,
The wind unblocks my nose

He is the most hardest to talk to
He loves to eat all of his food
He only have friends who are cool
He loves playing basketball
He hate the idea of Fall
He exercise a lot
Never seen him fought
He is always quiet when he has nothing to say
One time, I thought he was gay
He gets depressed when there is no one to play
He is the reason why I smile all day
He is a tough cookie
Well, at least he's not a rookie
it's hard for him to just let anyone in
He is better off with just one friend

I dreamed of my grave,
I woke up terrified and afraid,
Ready to be awoken.

Nobody never sang happy birthday to me,
Nobody never threw a surprise party for me,
Nobody never wished me a happy birthday,
Nobody in my family know when my birthday is,
The only ones that do, are the ones that are close to me,
And those people are my mother, my brothers,
SOME of my family members.

I want a guy to make love to me,
A guy to **** on my toes,
A guy who can be close to me,
Mentally, physically, intimately, romantically,
A guy who still makes me nervous,
A guy who still makes my leg get weak,
And make my legs shake,
A guy who's love is like thunder,
I want a guy who I can trust to lose my virginity to

Back then I laughed at your stupid jokes,
Back then, for you, I gave up ALL my hopes,
It too me a while to realize, you're no better than me,
You're poor and broke, and to me, you're a real ****** joke,
I never listened to my young folks, and I never listened to my old folks,
They ALL said you're full of jokes......But as usual, I never listened.

Happiness happiness, where you are,
Happiness happiness, you went too far,
Happiness happiness, pull me from the dark,
Happiness happiness, come find my heart,

Darkness darkness, travels in my past,
Darkness darkness, never lasts,
Darkness darkness, complete your tasks,
Darkness darkness, don’t ruin my blast,

Future future, you have yet to come,
Future future, take me home,
Future future, make me strong,
Future future, make me numb,

Winter winter, you came so soon,
Winter winter, you made it so cool,
Winter winter, freeze the goon,
Winter winter, hides the moon...

The sky is crying,
While the sun and the moon
are are arguing and fighting,
The thunder is screaming,
and the lightning was steamy. . .

People ask me all the time,
“Why are you so skinny?”, “Do you even eat?”
And I always respond with “I don’t know why I’m skinny but I am appreciative to be skinny” and “I eat every chance I get when I’m at home”

Like airplanes, time is flying,
Like roaches, people keep dying,
Like a baby, I'm always crying.

A couple of days ago, a guy I like kept walking back and forth in front of me,
I saw him looking at me but only a second, I always catch him looking at me as if he's trying to figure me out,
I think he hears me when I say "look at that chocolate", "he's so fine", "he's so ****", "that's the guy I like","there he go"
I feel like he knows I like him...
But will he ever like me?

I loss someone who always had made me laugh, smile, whatever,
I loss a family member to a heart attack,
I’ll never stop loving you and that’s a fact,
You are something i will now lack,

I’m happy you made it all 2017,
All this sad stuff got me thinking god hates me,
God took you too early,
I know you’re watching over me,
I love you, My cousin James Adams,
I’ll never stop shedding my tears for you. You are still my buddy, cousin, everything...I’m glad I gave you a hug when I had a chance. I LOVE YOU ❤️

Nature


Nature is the most beautiful thing, yet,
All the trees, the sky, and the clouds, I get,
Nature is just like having a goldfish for a pet.

My dreams are always about you,
Either you talking to me or about me,
My dreams are about you dancing with me at prom
and kissing on me, loving on me, and even giving me
a few love bites. . .

I love you more than the blood that's running through my veins,

i love you more than the air I breath in,

i love you more than the times my heart beats,

i love you more than the ground I walk on,

i love you more than happiness,

i love you more than I, myself,

im glad you stood up for me,

and didn't give up on me,

and that's why I love you.

I LOVE you more than anything.....Mom

I saw a puddle,
I looked in the puddle,
And I saw my sad face,
I didn't know what was wrong
with my pitiful looking face

I can read you like a book,
I can hang you with my mental hook,
You pass me in the hall and don’t even turn to look.....

In my future, I hope to be a very smart, educated, and successful woman,
In my future, I hope to be both street smart and book smart,
In my future me, I hope to be an inspiration to every human being,
In my future, I want to be adventurous...

You put The Sun in my cloudy☁️world,

You put the heat in my cold world,

You put laughter in my boring life,

You are the funny, like to make people laugh type,

You put joy in my heart,

I’ll never do anything so stupid to make us go our own ways and apart,

You always have positive things going on,

You’re never torn,

You are positive and have positive things going on in your life,

I can imagine you being Bryan’s wife,

You don’t allow anyone’s negative words bring you down,

That’s the reason I’ve never seen you with a frown...


-Aaliyah Gisele

I can’t believe it’s almost over,
Our school years, our conversations,
Soon, everything with die,
We walked in together and now we’re about to walk out together,
It’s crazy how years come and go,
And they will never stop going,
We have to walk out of this school building strong,
Some of us had the best school years in the world,
However, some of us didn’t,
Some of us struggled to get to the point where we are today,
We made an incredibly huge step,
We just kept getting punched like. A punching bag,
We kept gteting punched but we came back up and we just took the punches we stood there and took it,
But in the end, we succeeded, TOGETHER

Down in my heart, there’s lots of love,
In my arms, there’s plenty of hugs,

Down in my stomach, theres junk food,
On television, there’s plenty of things to brighten up my mood...

When I imagine looking through you and
seeing the inside of your chest,
I see darkness, your weakness, not your best,
I am feel your pain, and your stress,
I know that not having me for a friend, you feel blessed,
Because I think I am the one person that caused your pain and your stress,
That's why I feel like we can't be friends because I'm just a big mess,
And you are so wrecked,
People tell me everyday that I am the reason for you being a wreck,
That is what I see, what I imagine,
The bad in you, not the good in you,
You are just like spoiled or sour food.

its Friday the 13th and I’m so excited,

excited because I love Friday the 13th and I guess I love being frightened,

last Friday the 13th, I watched the movie Friday the 13th,

this Friday the 13th, I might do the same or I might go watching walking away from home,

i want to feel scared,

I want to run away from someone,

someone scary

She shed her tears on my shoulder,
She hugged me so hard,
She didn't want me to leave her,
"I'm going to go get my food", I told her,
When I came back to sit with her,
Her other friend was there taking over,
Her friend wasn't like her,
Her friend was mean and bolder. . .

Don’t let them divide us,
They were always behind us, never beside us...

In my dream,
I was walking on a handful of roses,
I felt so alive and opened,
I wasn't like a door, all shut and closed, I wasn't like an icicle, all cold and frozen, I didn't feel so imprisoned, like in my real life, I felt free and lovely and cherished

A old woman liking guys who aren't your own age,
You make me wanna burst and rage,
I think you're just going through a stage.

I CANT trust no one,
With nothing, not my heart, not my deepest, darkest, terrible secrets,
Not my bad moments,
Can’t trust no one, and my mama taught me that only trust those you told you their secret and trusted you,
Because I’ve been lied on so many times,
I wish I can start over and have a new beginning in life,
God, why do you keep bringing these same, low life peninsula my life? Because I want to get to know new, nice, innocent people...

I woke up this morning and I felt a pain in my upper back,
And it wasn't a good pain,
It was a pain that couldn't be relieved,
It was a pain that couldn't heal,
A pain that stunned out of nowhere,
My back still hurts right this minute,
But when I don't move and stay still,
There is no pain, and my back doesn't hurt at all. . . .

Roses are red, Trees are green,
You are the most handsome guy I’ve ever seen,
On you, is where I want to lean,
“We belong together” by Mariah Carey, to you, is what I want to sing....

April is my the month of my grandmother's birthday,
April is the month of the stupidity called Prom,
April is the month when we do things at school that are dumb...

You touched me, not mentally, but physically,
You didn't touch my heart,
You touched my body,
You are exactly what I thought you were from the start,
You turned me on a little because of the way you felt on me,
You make me a person that's not me,
If I may ask, "What are we? "
"What are you and me?"
I liked it when you grabbed me and touched me physically, but what about mentally touching me?

You were only there some parts of my life,
I wanted you to be there in my saddened young life,
I was always happy, when to my home, you arrived..

I don’t know why but people are so hard to trust,

Liars are the main heads I want to bust,

This morning it rained like hell,
In the hard pouring rain, I almost slipped and fell,
It was dark and wet outside,
In my house, I really couldn’t tell,
I had no umbrella, so you know I was *******,
The mud and the heavy rain I had to step foot through,
Me and little Maxine stood in the rain like too fools,
Until this lovely young lady offered for us to stand on her porch, under her roof unti the bus came,
Soon, the bus came and me and Maxine ran across the street to our own bus stop with our book bags over our heads,
Besides, Maxine didn’t have on a jacket

Sometimes I wonder,
How I’m going to be in the next five years,
How I look, will I ever learn how to cook
Will I keep my head in a book,

I don’t think I’ve been happy
if I wouldn’t have fallen in love with you,
If I wouldn’t have met you,
I’d be the most miserable guy in the whole school...

The world is colder when you’re not there...

I want to be a photographer,
I want to be a model,
I want to be a hairstylist,
I want to be a poet(I already am)
I want to be a writer,
I want to be a philosopher,
I want to be a hair designer,
See? We all have dreams but not all of us achieve
our dreams

Enter my heart with your actions,
Make me your biggest distraction,
Me without you is a huge subtraction,
Let’s not be a fraction,
Let’s be a WHOLE !

I wish I have a guy I can give my naked soul to instead of my naked body,
I want a guy I feel a strong connection with,
I want a guy whose willing to listen to my boring stories,
I want a guy who likes when I stutter,
I want a guy who is like the married men on movies,
I want a guy who doesn't have a problem listening to me complain,
I want a guy who can find me and not run me away,
I want a guy I can run away with,
I want a guy who wants to explore me,
I want a guy I'm not so desperate to have,
I want a guy who I don't need. . .

There were some bad things said about me,

I cared back then, now I don’t,

There were some good things said about me,

I care, I always will,

My past is dark, but I feel that my future is going to be very bright,
That’s all I care about,

Is the good words spoken about me and the positive vibes and moods and my future