ASinRzSon

ASinRzSon Sep 2017

If i could sink into myself,
I'd submerge.
Ive not seen a stronger symbol,
Than the aftermath; Scourge.
If we could all stay in love forever,
We would.
Never did i think it'd happen,
It would.
Everytime you let me down,
I stood.
Only cuz i could stand being around my own frown.

ASinRzSon Aug 2017

A Retold Timeline.

Lets....skip...hop .. and wiggle all over the school-yard blacktop. Lets wait... up late... and finish our homework in the morning.. with haste. Lets stare.. hold our breath... when we see each other in the cold night air..lets laugh.. cry... hold our tongues... in spite of starting a fight... lets sit... hear the pens click... when we need permission... to end our once eternal commitment...lets reminisce..lets throw fits...until we Perceive.. only our bodies.. could put our love at EASE.

ASinRzSon Aug 2017

Revival.

If i called you back,
My angel in black
Would you do it again?
My soul is gone
And thats a fact.
I cant climb back
Its way too risky
I might think again
After my shots of *** & whiskey.
Im drowning, I'm drowning
And i cant stop frowning
Life's become a maze
And i keep reminiscing
About those good ol' days
So stay please stay
And help me make this pain.
A stain.
Its deep.
Its dark.
But if you help. maybe
There will come a spark baby
It will leave a mark.
Something's like a crooked arc

ASinRzSon Aug 2017

You Did It.

Emotions fade.
My hearts beginning to crack
Reasons being,
I see the ways
you Lack to give back
As if your words were a
Dam to hold me back
From leaving
Your heartless ***.

ASinRzSon Jul 2017

Life-less

I know I'm dead
I wrote you a note
It's all done in red
Ive shed more than enough tears
Mostly in my bed
If i take my life
Just know i bled.
Not from pills
No bullet nor fall
I wanted to watch my blood spill
Something like Niagara Falls.
Angry & Peaceful
Conflicting thoughts
Within my mind.
If you ever got a peak
Inside THIS CORRUPT MIND!
I'd cross my fingers and hope
You'd shoot me blind!
I know you're thinking
Why would i mind? Why Care?
You'd also wonder why i smile
When pouring gasoline in your hair
Maybe chopping you up?
Into neat little squares?
Ill talk you down
Into your own despair
I promise you, don't fight me
You're strength, you cannot EVEN
Compare!
If i gave you a living chance
A multi choice questionnaire
About how much you knew me
Then how u stumbled
Directly into this
Love Affair.
Because you see!
I bled for you
Screamed!
And pulled out my hair!
Nothing to me could stop our love
OR DARE!
It was our destiny
Our SHARE!!
And you ruined this love brewed,
You DARED!
But since you're re out of my life
And i died tonight.
You'll no longer remain.
My Dying Light.
Now i can spread my wings!
Look up!
Take flight!
Ill boom through these skies
Like dynamite
Soaring so fast, escaping light,
Maybe have a dance
Or take your life.

ASinRzSon Jul 2017

Padded Room.

Being alone makes you, insane. Though I think most people misunderstand that word. Being alone allows me to explore parts of my mind that I never knew about. The dark, deep and fragile memories i have forced myself to forget are pulled up from the grave once laid in. Unintentionally reliving the days that ate away at my self esteem; the days where i spilled my own blood just to wave the essence of pain from my mind.

Feeling familiar now?