I know I'm dead
I wrote you a note
It's all done in red
Ive shed more than enough tears
Mostly in my bed
If i take my life
Just know i bled.
Not from pills
No bullet nor fall
I wanted to watch my blood spill
Something like Niagara Falls.
Angry & Peaceful
Conflicting thoughts
Within my mind.
If you ever got a peak
Inside THIS CORRUPT MIND!
I'd cross my fingers and hope
You'd shoot me blind!
I know you're thinking
Why would i mind? Why Care?
You'd also wonder why i smile
When pouring gasoline in your hair
Maybe chopping you up?
Into neat little squares?
Ill talk you down
Into your own despair
I promise you, don't fight me
You're strength, you cannot EVEN
Compare!
If i gave you a living chance
A multi choice questionnaire
About how much you knew me
Then how u stumbled
Directly into this
Love Affair.
Because you see!
I bled for you
Screamed!
And pulled out my hair!
Nothing to me could stop our love
OR DARE!
It was our destiny
Our SHARE!!
And you ruined this love brewed,
You DARED!
But since you're re out of my life
And i died tonight.
You'll no longer remain.
My Dying Light.
Now i can spread my wings!
Look up!
Take flight!
Ill boom through these skies
Like dynamite
Soaring so fast, escaping light,
Maybe have a dance  
Or take your life.