I'll give you ruby
The color of lies
That lovers tell themselves
With it brings pain,
The flame in the prisms deepest heart

But i will keep this love
Hidden in my dark shade of blood
Invisible and numb, it exists.

Those who dont seek love, receive it. **** im almost to the point where love can find me havin *** with hate.

I run and hide
No longer clinging
To my pride

Away from public
And judgmental eyes

The world is cold
The humans are harsh

So off i go
I'll start with a march

But not to fight
I have little might

For the day i was born
A sinner was born.

So many problems i had to face.
Death,loss, and Loneliness
Ive learn to face my fears
And hold back the tears

Fore that i am upon myself
I count on myself

Life (or lies)can not hurt me
The world can not see me.

I hide from the light
And try not to embrace it

I see myself being used an feel my heart peeling off into the lower half of my body, fading into flesh & making me thicker to the lies i hear. I see your problems and i see your pain but your the cause of my worry, my hate and most of all my pain. My love, you cause me to worry that i wont gain your love. Lay with me tonight and **** me tomorrow. Love is just a distant dream far too narrow.

We travel this wasteland in search for a better self than what we see in the mirror. Yet what we need to do is search and find someone who makes us wanna be a better person.

For some reason people think OTHER PEOPLE will make them... Better and somehow FIX them. Didnt "other people" make u this way originally? ******* fool, it's like pulling the knife out and stabbing yourself somewhere else to distract yourself from pain... Yah with more pain.

When did our love go?
Because i just dont feel welcome
Falling asleep in your arms Anymore.
Did it break? Did it fall?
Because all my needs
Are slipping off like one big
Water Fall
Something i dont think
Either of us ever saw.
Only im sure youre ok
My heart broke your fall.
After shattered remains
Ill Soulfully Say
Please. Keep it all
Ill put myself back together
Another Day.