Alex A

Alex A Jan 2018

I'm sorry.
U never had a dad just a father,
U never had a home just a house,
I'm sorry that
The only person that cherished you
Left you
Im sorry i wasnt closer to you
I'm sorry
I'm sorry i simply
wasn't there for you.

Now I am and never leaving.

Alex A Jan 2018

Good Bye, Good Riddance

Fake friends
worse experiences.

I fell so much.... got up even more
The only good thing 2017 taught me
< Everything happens for a reason >

Thank you 2017
you ****** me up so much
it made me stronger.

if 2018 is packing the same , I m waiting.

everything truly happens for a reason, breakups , fights , losses , etc.
learn from that ****, get on your ******* feet , and don't you dare give up.
It always gets better.

Alex A Dec 2017

Just Me

I don't know if i am different
But there is something about being alone;
It strengthens me.

They mock me,
chanting lonely.

It is outstanding,
How they misunderstand me.

They know not the talent
of being alone
By choice

Alex A Dec 2017

Love

A two ended sword
A plague..... it is inevitable
Its breaking me
Its corrupting my thoughts
Its hurting me

Someone tell me why it hurts so much.

The way you smile it pierces me in every way.

The way you flip your hair blows me away.

Baby your eyes...... your perfect eyes they ******* wreck me, they choke me. cant speak, cant think, cant anything.

The very thought of you, it hurts.The very fact that you would never look at me the way I look at you... I can feel my heart aching.

Ever heard of beauty and the beast? Sadly this is reality; no work of God like her would ever consider an animal like me.

This plague is killing me; I cant take it anymore.....

Baby I just wish I can hold you, cuddle with you, love you, stare into your perfect eyes into your soul, tell you that I love you countless times, talk to you for hours, kiss you, feel our lips intertwining.

Baby....... if you just let me I would **** for you, die for you.
Baby....... just say the word; anywhere anytime.... name it.
Baby I love you.

Alex A Dec 2017

Pain

I feel this pain,
Agonizing pain;
I scream yet unheard,
misunderstood.

They are merciless,
Animals,
Brutes.

I pound the box they have put me in,
It wont even budge;
Begged for mercy
huh they never heard of it.

Please.
Help me,
Help us.

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