Tonight she said,
"Love doesn't die, but people do."

Then I realized
That nothing under the sun
Could take you from me

If the grave took you
I'd never stop loving you
Even if the grave

Took me

I can feel it in my bones.
I can feel it in my teeth.
Emanating from some place buried deep underneath.
I can hear it in your words.
I can taste it on your lips.
Electricity,
recharged by your kiss.
My body is a conduit.
A key tied to a kite string.
I'm thinking of every wish I've wasted on pennies never spent.
Hopes and dreams thought up then tossed.
They're all coming true tonight.
I found my way while staying lost.

Perhaps heaven isn't a place
Of gold Nor pearls

Nay perhaps it is a place
Of wood And clay

Perhaps A place
where we can stay
One that is home

Perhaps heaven will be a place
Full of love and light

Rather than a world of sin and night

Perhaps heaven will be more than singing and bowing

Heaven may be a place of discovery and knowledge

Perhaps our time will be spent in love rather than hate
In growing together rather than pushing one another away
Perhaps in seeking God rather than running from him

with hands in pocket
a man shrugs to gravelly days
feet kicking pebbles

I miss it all .
when life was with no stress .
boys didn't matter .
when I was excited to go home and play outside when my homework was done .


it's all different now .
I wake up everyday just hoping to get my days over with .
now I stress over a boy who hurt, lied, betrayed me .
but I never seem to be able to let go .
I can't let go of the past .
I reminisce every night thinking what could have been .
would life have been different if I chose my life a different way ?