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jxdevlin41

30/M/NY fuck it

time love wanted fucking heart things forgive inside night will man day mind wake feel mine memories break crazy guess perfect eyes hear side pride hold real begging pebbles god breathe loss dream crowd beg sleep eyed bright lies point takes long dark tears left understand pray foolish set ways hide reason afraid war calls hearing flowers meant hands praying haunted full nightmares place call idk smile picking soaked keep fighting days hair fill family best friend continue inch ear pictures eaten spine fear blue exists pacing mercy drink crowded cigarettes answers smoking prayers anxiously pills fingernails burn ride bleed dishonesty spirit wanna sharing bit dirty open play crucify wails starting dash memorable scream rise hurt recipe relentlessness bursting conventional figure ideas goofy seams shoulda shedding turn climbing untimely wiped everyday heard despondency lost promised alleged aspirations kissing soul boy dying watched witnessed awful wild demise child travesty fears weep