jessica-merkling-dittmar
Canadian
I am Jessica Erica Merkling (AKA BuKaKatyPerry, no_means_go_down, and Eric Dittmar, I live with mental illness, it is a curious, painful and merciless life that will be hilarious in retrospect. I have had ECT an experimental VNS implant and a an experimental DBS implant. I am a mechanical engineer (CSU fenn college 2003) where I was bat shit in love with the only other female mechanical Sail Eitel (Now a "heterosexual" editor for an engineering magazine) I am currently unemployed [but for some reason girls just keep giving me money ...buddies in bad times I guess ( ; ]. / / I have no idea why I like poetry.
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