caidyn - Hello Poetry

caidyn

caidyn

17/F/Ohio deadbeatnik

love loved side remember life longer young brain feel will find bullshit understood deeply full cared eyes boys soul commercials held infatuation happiness terror hope chameleon basement realize softly night twelve depression reason freedom certainty days forgotten recite advertisements doubt memory today happy occurred platonic kind lover false taste mind sense friends god left threw cute crumpled sonnet lace consciousness stoner pointed labels wishing souls years psyche colors therapist girls human facts utter fear adolescence pick laced decay thinking absorption explain sky knew late liberation blatant spoiling smile bourbon chill crawlspaces starving dust rose violently elbowroom showing begging television degradation judgement lunch clutched logical kiss telling heard dare fondling desperately devoured scholar notes ashtray manual puppeteer leave disinterest bad steps overflowing man works unrestraint unaware plagued insane begged concert tired meaningless dream scared cynicism dead beg decided asleep uncomfortable escape dear viciously mothers extract dearly snuff destiny littered crooked avoid