Please explain yourself
I think bout the wealth
Trying to fill this void
SelfIsh of me I just destroy
If I show you my heart
Tell you what's in the dark
Lies that's true
You wise you knew
Before you opened that door to love
Open that door to trust
You wouldn't love me so much
I like what I see
The best things in life are free
Love is better then hitting the lottory
I would say I agree
I don't know what's met to be
But tell why u lie to me

No hugs no kisses that's not a males way
Listen to what your daddy say
Is what I've been told
Ever since I days old
They say kids are your blessings
I guess i was curse
Without me life would be better
Guess I made worse
Being committed and young
You said that life was dumb
Overrated it seem like my smile you hated
Tho it was the face you crated
I'm pround of you ones in my life
A moment life felt right
Hes Speaking from experience
That give me no convenience
I Try to see right When I see wrong
Me and father well never get alone

let me write this down
This place in my head I've found
Things that made me laugh and frown because I was white or brown
The sun was shining on me
before the clouds came
and it rain
  these ideas seem insane
they'll never work i change my mine
Til I close my Eyes
the idea is for for my dreams to be real and for somebody to understand what feel and say I feel what u feel
And like what u like
for all wrongs and all the rights

We laugh all night
Talk bout are feels what's wrong what's right
If I was intoxicated or not I would love this night
****** things between conversation is more then alright
Can you see my smile?
You like my outfit I got style
No need for your face to turn red
All day in bed
Best sleep I've had in while
Can you see my smile?
We laugh to much
But this is how we are attached
Love is bound us were more then that
But I love you and that's a fact

I'm here for you
Nothing is for me its for you
Exactly what I feeling wish u knew
But be nice and say thank you
sacrifice To put a smile on your face
Honestly your love cant be replace
This is what Im thinking
My heart can't swim its sinking
But I'm here for you
Whats my life value
Cause you say its worth something
Well life is giving me nothing
Well I got life
Is pain is just a price
We all have to pay
I have faith so I pray
For me but I feel like I'm living for you
I'm here for you
Why write all this if it doesn't matter
You have no swagger
But yet you feel like you better
Sorry for the standard
Of what use to be me
I can't be what's on TV
So I'll dream
But go threw the same routine
Tell a new one is due
But I'm here for you

What I want I have
What you want I laugh
You love me that I know
I play with your keys like a piano
I'm here for you nobody else
I can't help that I think bout myself
I got somebody that loves me
We can't be what's on TV
What I want is OK
Your dreams can go away
Tho I can't let go of the past
dark cloud you'll never know when its in the forecast  
I want you to be my first and last
If you don't I'll blast
You heart right out of body
I love somebody
they love me
There know screct you can see
A few things odd and crazy
Years later still know baby
You are the one cause I say so
Your crazy if you think I'm letting go
Embrassment I refuse
Its me not you that was used
OK we both need to improve
No regrets I'll never say I'm shame
I could never say I'm at all the blame
I wish you the best on the next love
Sorry I was crazy in love

What I feel has to come out
Bring my word out of the dark to light
Say what's wrong or right
I may say things out of spite
Moments in the future present and pass
Welcome to my life class
The pain the struggle the hartbreaks
As you see I have many frustrates
Happy days not much
Life doesn't  have a Stopwatch
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