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Apr 2017 · 156
Love on my mind
87forever Apr 2017
How do you love
The concept is what I'm thinking of
I show you love by giving you a hug
I heard love was the worst drug
But the best gift
When your down love can lift  
It's crazy but love can shift
Searching for love you can drift
This could be the one
Not the one then its done
I said I love you forever
Didn't say we should be together
F love til the next love
you thought you met your best love
You thinking forever
For long time this love been together
Then here comes the  stormy weather
You thinking love is never forever
The word unconditional comes to mind
When it comes to love that word is hard to find
Unconditional should be a love additional
Only the love of God is traditional
Only person you love unconditional
Everyone else love is hard to see
Love ain't for free
You got to give your heart away
And that person could drop it any day
Cause the never knew how to love
Mar 2017 · 205
A hurt son
87forever Mar 2017
Never wrong always right
prove you wrong I'm praying at night
I love cause I have to
I think bout life with you
Never wrong always right
You win every time we fight
I love you for being around
I think bout you being in the ground
Never wrong always right
The cloud over my sun light
I love you for what you've done 4 me
How was you in my life ment to be
Never wrong always right
I act like you? I might
I love you then I don't
You make me drown instead of float
My father is never wrong always right
These are the words he make me write
I  love him and I don't know why
I get upset and I cry
My father is never wrong always right
He shows love by holding my heart tight
Tell me I'm wrong but doesn't say it alright
Tells me to lie when he's wrong so he's right
My father is wrong most of time never right
But I pray for him every night
I love him cause he loves my mother
Tho I wish they would've never mite each other
She deserve better
I wrote the poem but its really a letter
Asking you why
Would a father make his son cry
Mar 2017 · 193
Venting pt 1
87forever Mar 2017
Why are you waiting
This love is intoxicating
Competitive I want be better
Less sun more rain type of weather
Need more sun seem to be living in night
I what's right
Hard to understand life ain't fair
Thank god 4 the air I breath
I'm nice but I'm stress
I'm blessed but I'm depress
Daily thought of death
My feelings how do I express
Pain in chest demon attack
Its god that I contact
Save me save me
Mama only baby
Brother and sister wish I had one
I didn't pick this life no refunds
250 am this is what on my mind
But I tell everyone I'm doing fine
Mar 2017 · 132
87forever Mar 2017
Your just not enough
I never been so life is ruff
Your to much of this
Not enough of that
Your should add this
Subtract that
This is me adjusting myself
This is bad for my health
Truth comes out when you mad
Words I say or not make you sad
Assuming you never hurt me
Cause your heart good
I'm so misunderstood
I can't win
**** what im feelin
Trying play nice but I'm the villain
The maybes of one day
We say  this everyday
Love may not be enough
I feel like I'm not enough
Coming up with ways to give more
Trying to be right one to live for
My feelings I just ignore
I get beat up my body's sore
Trying to satisfie
Replacing with who am I
Just for there to be a you and I
Go head and cry
Obviously I cry to
Its easy loving you
But giving what I'm given you
Maybe its Just not enough
Feb 2017 · 169
87forever Feb 2017
Did you hear this
Did you see that
Questions of everyday
youll  write a status before you pray
You show your face
But won't show your body
I lost weight time to post it
So somebody will tell me
they proud of me
Facts or lies But they look
Famous by my likes on the book
Im just speaking my mind
I want you know how I feel
All the time
But keep your options to yourself
If you do not agree
Or going to judge
I know I said it for you to see
I'm just being me
Why speak out loud
If you can't listen
I want everybody attention
When I press post
I'm asking myself what's wrong with these folks
Dec 2016 · 243
Scared dreams
87forever Dec 2016
I wish dreams was promised
That way i'll be happy
No in the real world where more dishonest
Then we are honest
Even if we have the knowledge
Some how we say we're underprivileged
Scared of the dark but i live in it
I can do better I admit
From the time I start I quit
I'll never be able to do that ****
I should becomes I wish
To broken promises
Time should vauled
But I use it in the wrong way
I'm always go be OK
These are the words I say
The lies open my heart to the tears
You can also see the fears
Death before my dreams
I hope my dream is before my death
I lived a great life before I take my last breath
Nov 2016 · 217
Your day
87forever Nov 2016
A day to remember forever
I hate we'll never

Say we always knew well be together
Love at first sight met for each other

Your somebody I'll fall in love with
Get old then die come back to life and be with

Your my heart I cant live without
Why we not to together why did we doubt

Was it your mother or father
It should've been the love that matter

No I'm not happy
But today is your day

Love sickest and healthy
don't forget I do will be the words you say

Why not me why not you
Saying goodbye I love you
Oct 2016 · 166
87forever Oct 2016
Born into this world alone
When I die it'll be alone
Brothers and sisters not a one
So friends can leave when there done
Sunshine on the out rain within
Where the story starts it may end
My smile shine bright so you can't my tears
I give to others but they don't see my fears
I love you is what I hear
But being lonely is what I fear
More love then I handle
That's because I am what you want
That's because I am what you need
I understand you
But do you understand me
Do I look like I'm all I can be
I tell myself to do for myself
Cause who going to do it if not I
You say I should've help when I die
And of course you'll cry
Searching for me well help you
Just know i forgive you every time I hurt
I dream alone so I bury it in dirt
to dream or never being alone
This void I been trying to fill my whole life
What's wrong what's right
God keeps  me alive
Then why I do I feel alone
Sep 2016 · 271
Soul mate
87forever Sep 2016
I'll do anything 4 u
Just love me forever
Never leave me alone
Make things right when they are wrong
Give me your hand we can walk  together
We were made 4 each other
When you get sick I'll be your aide
When you get thirsty I'll pour lemonade
We'll laugh more then we will cry
My sun and Moon in the sky
So I becomes us
Next to God I'm the one you can trust
Share with me your dreams
I'll save you from your nightmares
My oxygen to breath
My vision before death
The love I been waiting 4
That i can't ignore
My soul mate
Aug 2016 · 304
In my head
87forever Aug 2016
Death on my mind
I don't think I'll ever be fine
The dream verse reality
I fail and God is still proud of me
Money verse love
You can only pick one
At what age will my life be done
Time never waits on know body
I'm trying to become somebody
Praying and waiting on God
Well the devil plays the right song
You want to be happy do wrong
Drugs verse alcohol
I'll have a drink
Drugs I can't take
To many hearts I'll brake
When I'm gone
I'll don't feel like my life go be long
This voice in my head says keep trying
Feel like it's lying
This voice ain't me
Who could  it be ?
Jul 2016 · 506
Im impress
87forever Jul 2016
Maybe this is just a phase
Around you I don't know how to behave
My insides speaking a different language
So beautiful and smart total package
Your options matters what do you think
I think our hearts should link
I keep you to float you won't sink
You make me never I need a drink
I'll be the wind you be the sun
We'll always have fun
Under the stars you shine like moon
A flower that always bloom
No water no sun needed
I love you with knowing you I admitted
You put a smile on my face
Put my heart in special place
I know I'm moving to fast
But I want this moment to last
Jun 2016 · 187
In the dark with love
87forever Jun 2016
Loving you is wrong
You tell me I'm your favorite song
I love you forever
I follow you where ever
I love you back
My actions I lack
So many strings attached
The love is a total mismatch
What I deserve verse what I have
What you deserve verse what is masked
Let go of the past but you don't forget
So your heart you protect
Asking are we in love yet
Waking up to a cold sweat
Cause my heart has a offset
What does love feel  like
With a heart and a flashlight
Why am I searching  
When this working
This love is strong
But loving you is wrong
Jun 2016 · 162
You call it
87forever Jun 2016
If this world was mine
Everybody would shine
Rich is what we all wish to be
Ever ask God is that life ment  for me
Do I want the comfront or the luxury
Pass down my wealth for centuries
How do I want people to remember me
Cause death is a grantee
Dead and gone im know long hear
Life is to much fun to fear  
Laughing as I say that line with a tear
As if I didn't care
My soul doesn't breath air  
Try to live to fullest because life doesn't have a spare
May 2016 · 212
My heart
87forever May 2016
I can feel your emotions every time
Your one of kind
Its hard not to feel cause we so close
If you stop I'll be a ghost
You just go with the flow
I control you I know
Abuse and very much misuse
Soon everyone will need tissue
No all black maybe white
Shouldve put up a better fight
Heavy this is to much weight
So much life to live heaven wait
May 2016 · 169
These feelins
87forever May 2016
Please explain yourself
I think bout the wealth
Trying to fill this void
SelfIsh of me I just destroy
If I show you my heart
Tell you what's in the dark
Lies that's true
You wise you knew
Before you opened that door to love
Open that door to trust
You wouldn't love me so much
I like what I see
The best things in life are free
Love is better then hitting the lottory
I would say I agree
I don't know what's met to be
But tell why u lie to me
Nov 2015 · 304
like father not like son
87forever Nov 2015
No hugs no kisses that's not a males way
Listen to what your daddy say
Is what I've been told
Ever since I days old
They say kids are your blessings
I guess i was curse
Without me life would be better
Guess I made worse
Being committed and young
You said that life was dumb
Overrated it seem like my smile you hated
Tho it was the face you crated
I'm pround of you ones in my life
A moment life felt right
Hes Speaking from experience
That give me no convenience
I Try to see right When I see wrong
Me and father well never get alone
Oct 2015 · 515
the idea
87forever Oct 2015
let me write this down
This place in my head I've found
Things that made me laugh and frown because I was white or brown
The sun was shining on me
before the clouds came
and it rain
  these ideas seem insane
they'll never work i change my mine
Til I close my Eyes
the idea is for for my dreams to be real and for somebody to understand what feel and say I feel what u feel
And like what u like
for all wrongs and all the rights
Jul 2014 · 559
day and night
87forever Jul 2014
We laugh all night
Talk bout are feels what's wrong what's right
If I was intoxicated or not I would love this night
****** things between conversation is more then alright
Can you see my smile?
You like my outfit I got style
No need for your face to turn red
All day in bed
Best sleep I've had in while
Can you see my smile?
We laugh to much
But this is how we are attached
Love is bound us were more then that
But I love you and that's a fact
Jul 2014 · 215
here for you
87forever Jul 2014
I'm here for you
Nothing is for me its for you
Exactly what I feeling wish u knew
But be nice and say thank you
sacrifice To put a smile on your face
Honestly your love cant be replace
This is what Im thinking
My heart can't swim its sinking
But I'm here for you
Whats my life value
Cause you say its worth something
Well life is giving me nothing
Well I got life
Is pain is just a price
We all have to pay
I have faith so I pray
For me but I feel like I'm living for you
I'm here for you
Why write all this if it doesn't matter
You have no swagger
But yet you feel like you better
Sorry for the standard
Of what use to be me
I can't be what's on TV
So I'll dream
But go threw the same routine
Tell a new one is due
But I'm here for you
Jun 2014 · 236
I love somebody
87forever Jun 2014
What I want I have
What you want I laugh
You love me that I know
I play with your keys like a piano
I'm here for you nobody else
I can't help that I think bout myself
I got somebody that loves me
We can't be what's on TV
What I want is OK
Your dreams can go away
Tho I can't let go of the past
dark cloud you'll never know when its in the forecast  
I want you to be my first and last
If you don't I'll blast
You heart right out of body
I love somebody
they love me
There know screct you can see
A few things odd and crazy
Years later still know baby
You are the one cause I say so
Your crazy if you think I'm letting go
Embrassment I refuse
Its me not you that was used
OK we both need to improve
No regrets I'll never say I'm shame
I could never say I'm at all the blame
I wish you the best on the next love
Sorry I was crazy in love
Jun 2014 · 289
random writing
87forever Jun 2014
What I feel has to come out
Bring my word out of the dark to light
Say what's wrong or right
I may say things out of spite
Moments in the future present and pass
Welcome to my life class
The pain the struggle the hartbreaks
As you see I have many frustrates
Happy days not much
Life doesn't  have a Stopwatch
Random writing
May 2014 · 584
87forever May 2014
Know that your life is worth something
Dont waste it
I wonder what's my date and time
Scared to admit
Mad at my mistakes But don't regret
Before I die I hope my life I get to reflect
The good times I laugh thinking
What was my life representing
The bad times I smile
it made me want a better lifestyle
I know what my life is worth
For better or for worse
Thank my mother for my birth
Thank god for blessing me on earth
May 2014 · 769
87forever May 2014
Somebody get him down
All action no talkin now
I'm breaking up with myself
I'm so bad for my health
Is success having wealth
With the man above in self
Searching for A purpose with happiness
Not having what I want is my weakness
Somebody get him down
I'm bout to hit ground
I'm seem to lost my mind
From this life of mine
Just a few of my thought before I pray
I hope I don't Jump today

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