Long, Long
Too much time
Will I stay strong
Waiting for too long should be a crime

Holidays, holidays
Will you be fun
Or are you like a maze
Able to get lost easily but I still run

Come back already
I've waited enough
My impatience needs a remedy
I want to scream, Jesus give me peace

You're the only one I think about
Day and night
When you smile at me, I want to shout
I just want to hug you tight

You are finally mine
So sweet, so divine
Prayers and wishes
I'll send you all my kisses

Hold my hand
Give me hugs
Say bye bye
"Until I see you again, my love"

I reach out . . . sadlessly
I preach out . . . incessantly

when time comes asking who ? . . .
what are you ?
it will catch you grasping

I took the answer book
Maybe eleven years of age
Put it in my desk
Forgot it in all it's page

Then the squirrel I shot
with my B-B gun through it's ears
It fell dead and in my regret
flooded into a sea of tears

Life and death swirls around me
My eyes leaving me with no surprise
Tomorrow is heaped upon me
All yesterdays materialized

The answer book was found
I pleaded guilty without a sound
Tried , convicted , sentenced
To no crime was I winched

I buried the squirrel
Said a prayer asking forgiveness
For all my wicked sins

That life is so sacred
That without some kind of repentance
I would never be allowed to win .

Jesus came to me saying , " It's all right , I forgive you of your sins."

Even under forgiveness
I felt little of a relief

God said to me ," My son has spoken , it is
one of belief ."

I see the squirrel
Sitting in that tree
One moment alive , breathing , free

My choice to make
My grace to be
I pulled the trigger forever changing me

I reach out . . . endlessly
I preach out . . . repentively

When time comes asking who ?
Then I know what I am

BODY

MIND

HEART

SOUL

1, 2, 1, 2,
Shaking, Shaking
Panting, Panting
Bye bye consciousness

Feeling dizzy
Can't see properly
Feels like I'm dying
Jesus help me stop