Wyntre The Poptart: Favorites

It's dark
So dark
Mad and angry
A solitary cruel
Civilization where nobody
Cares nobody pays
Intrest for the lives
Of the hopeless
Or the needed.
The simple
Drive for the complex
Ideas of perfection
In which we crave
Is so prominent
Like an eched image
In our simply geared minds
Those gears only turn
One way
Not bothering to look
Back at the others
Who are perfect
For living
Without that
Selfishness

a.s.

Oct 2013 Wyntre The Poptart

tigress

Oct 2013 Wyntre The Poptart

Redshift

tigress

like a redheaded tiger
i too have stripes
red ones on my wrists
thighs
forearms

like a tiger
i can stand the fire
red hot welt
on my freckled forearm

like a tiger
i have claws
they are
silver
i cut at
that which harms me -
me

i earned them

Oct 2013 Wyntre The Poptart

Fear

Oct 2013 Wyntre The Poptart

Ariel Taverner

Fear

Fear
         Meds
Fear
         Doctor
Fear
        Chair
Fear
        Reach out
Fear
        Lies
Fear
        Mom
Fear
Fear
Fear
Fear

Doesn't make sense but felt appropriate for some reason and my heart told me to do it

Oct 2013 Wyntre The Poptart

My mind is consumed in you.

Oct 2013 Wyntre The Poptart

cozy april

My mind is consumed in you.

I haven't been able
To think clearly
Fir the past days
I've come to the understanding
That you've indulged yourself
In my membranes
Covering yourself in my mind
Like a dark blanket
I am possessed by your beauty
Baffled by your ignorance
And completely
Fantasized by your willingness
To love me

a.s.

For Adam.~

Oct 2013 Wyntre The Poptart

Letter a wrote to myself 3 months ago:

Oct 2013 Wyntre The Poptart

cozy april

Letter a wrote to myself 3 months ago:

Dear me,
Hi.
Stop getting angry at things that aren't worth
the energy of staying angry.
Take a shower.
Take five showers.
Hell, take ten showers if you want to.
Stay in bed all day and do nothing!
Watch ****** romantic movies and cry your heart out.
Don't hold yourself in because you think you're "too strong".
Stay outside all day, and make shapes in clouds.
Wake up in the morning with determination
to fall in love with your city all over again.
Find cafes and independent book stores you've never been to before.
Pretend you're a tourist and take photographs.
Stay out all night.
Breathe.
Take better care of yourself April.
You deserve it.

a.s.

Found this note I wrote to myself when i was depressed this summer. Wrote it in poem form.

Oct 2013 Wyntre The Poptart

Weed Bag

Oct 2013 Wyntre The Poptart

Showman

**** Bag

He opens his Star Wars: A New Hope lunch box
Inside a hippies dream.
**** in baggies that have the superman symbol
And Batman symbol on them
Tabs of LSD
And molly.
Hunter S. Thompson would have a field day

©Gambit '13

Oct 2013 Wyntre The Poptart

Love Intoxicated.

Oct 2013 Wyntre The Poptart

Bonnie ross

Love Intoxicated.

Embraced in the perfection of your essence,
Lost and happily so in the world behind your eye's,
Suspended in a moment of intoxicating bliss,
Your words the greatest symphony.

Caressed by Angels fingertips,
Blessed with the kiss of luscious divinity,
Flesh stripped bare leaving two cosmic energies,
Complimenting one another in a perfect moment.

Listen, Be silent, Be still, Be aware,
In this moment everything makes sense,
For in this moment,
We view a glimpse of home.

Oct 2013 Wyntre The Poptart

Sailing to Self Avenue

Oct 2013 Wyntre The Poptart

cozy april

Sailing to Self Avenue

I find peace in storms,
The waves tell me otherwise,
Violent coils grazing me with the
last bit of sanity that's left,
But maybe I can survive without getting seasick,
While the sun comes out,
A clamorous sound wakes me from the dream,
Of hitting my place,
You can't touch me here,
You can't phase me here,
So I am not afraid of storms,
For, I am learning to sail my ship.

a.s.