I've been contemplating about this life
Humanity and suffering
What we do
Why we do what we do
The rarest occasions that offer us peace
The happiness
The harmony
What gets us by
What breaks us

We live on a scope of dictated reality
Your life lightly making sense
Or does it
The struggles of getting by yourself
Pulling pushing and clinging
But clinging to what
Believing in what

Hapiness
What is happiness
Is happiness a matter of choice
Does that mean that we
Chose a scorching brutal life
In place of happiness
Was suffering forced on us

Beauty pageant
Whatever names we deem fit
Or intricately constructed
to award our highly dopamined life
Lies that  cushion us
A spongy dream that never ceased to amaze me
Or us

There's only an us if your willing to think
shun the ignorance
that strungles you
If that's even a probability
But i cannot blame us
On a reality that is shoved on us
A choice never made
But imposed

I woke up when days had changed
Day has sprout out and night no more
I wasn't to defend myself yet a victim.
Loosing what I had to times
Had I not slept, things would be different
maybe my life too be gone
We work for what we loose
Chase after dreams
Of which some hunt our success
I die to make the future the strungles me
The world that made me dance to it's tunes
I was born with nothing
Taught to earn it all in vain
When I cost things I loved
I didn't loose the brain that thought
Its true days change
It can never shine whole day
the heavy clouds gutted me
Stormy winds blow my bravery
my faith gave me warmth
My persistance lit up my confidence
my courage brought back the light
Am not of the dark meant to shine
And light all through

‘Twas 2019 and the slithy humans
Did gyre and gamble in opuleans.
All jublirant were the influters
But the underproles outcraped.

Beware the Jabbersarscov my son!
The invisible spiky suriv:
The lungs that flood, the air that strungles
And shun the droplmist.

One, two! One, two and three.
Wave after wave and variuans,
With E. Rs on flame;
‘Twas not a virpual game.

So came three pharmers:
Fpiper, Starzen and Putnik who
Galumphing found the wocksine
And the wirld riched heard immanity a-gain.

'Twas brillig and the slavy humans
Did gyre and gamble
with panache and galore once more
But nothing was the same anymore.