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Kimmy-Nichole Aug 2010
i mistaked that birds crow for you-
all i long for is to hold you
my tears are for that of joy
and the mere idea of you not being here.
Your my rylee my lovey my puppy
my baby number 2,
afterall hunny hunny bunny
baby bru came before you;
I miss your whimpering as much as it broke my heart,
I was attentive and ready to provide all that i could
for the nurturing you need
The feeling of the sharpness of your puppy teeth
as you used me as your chew toy;
any moving object became your object -
I loved every second of it.
I love you Rylee boo, I do I do I do
From the sole bottom of my heart
to the second were apart -
You have my heart .
Your my baby
my joy
My light beneath the miserable heat
this distance so deep
Slowly digs steep-
Will soon be gone;
There will be nothing left to long for;
because I will soon have you
Iris Rebry May 2014
How strange is a hollow soul?
Left for dead in a berry bush...
How vast doth love creep in,
And fill the hollow soul again.
Daniela May 2018
I first met her from far away
A cute, simple smile
and an easy gesture

Intrigued in her conversation
She turned her back and said
"Hello"
She was unlike anyone i ever met.
Short and Stubby with curly hair
She was the type to become your friend
But she was sweet and nice and always cared.
Pluck Nov 2017
There’s a knot in my stomach, can’t tell if if Rylee gave me the flu or I’m missing you.
Reminiscing about that perfect room.
Me seeing my mom standing next to you.
Healed things I have yet to live through.
Before I even prayed for an angel the Lord assigned me two.
Happiness is hard to find, with you I’ve found myself.
Love truly makes you blind, I don’t see no one else.
You say I’m not ugly, and that may be true.
But that’s how I feel when I stand next to you.
Have you seen you? it’s like you’re from a mystical source.
Your are my prayers in physical form.
You always drink to much but I was seriously scared last night.
But the lemons into lemonade is I realized i wanted to take care of you for the rest of my life.
James Cook Dec 2017
As I sit here I see you
My baby girl
As the days go bye I wonder
Wonder what you’re doing?
Do I ever cross your mind?

Daddy had to leave
My heart still bleeds
Baby girl I’m lost
Everywhere I look I see your smile
Little baby girl please know
Daddy had to go.

That day in Febuary I lost a piece of me
My youngest child my precious baby. that beautiful smile, you’re brown hair
With your pretty little eyes

On that awful day daddy died
You’ll never know me I missed your first steps.
Watching you grow up is something I’ll never know.

Just know my sweet baby my precious Rylee jo
Daddy loves you baby I just wanted you to know..
I won't burden you with advice
from an old man still lost as ever.
I swam against the current.
Don't do that. You will though
because you have my blood.
Trust your gut for guidance.
Be kind to everyone and you
will find love in the shadows.
Johnmiles336 Sep 2022
I actually lost my mind a month and some days ago. I drank and forgot who I am. Sometimes it takes a punch but that night it was a bomb. I blew everything up. I lost myself. Body pieces scattered. I gave a pretty simple lie. I gave a pretty simple lie dude. I told my sister I wouldn't drink. But I gave a pretty blatant answer. I had indeed lied. I thought I was golden. I had me fooled, I had Lexi fooled, I had Billie fooled, I had Stephen fooled, I had John, Kayley, Rylee fooled, but I didn't have the madness in myself fooled. I ****** it all up. I was so excited. I was myself to the day I drank that ******* beer. And people wanna find a trigger, but there was none. I wanted to prove to myself that I could do it. But I didn't quit. And now I suppose I won't quit anymore. Lost everything, losing still to this day. I just wanna apologize. Bc every night, when I do sleep, I think about a pistol to my head. Then I pull the trigger. And it helps me sleep. But when I can't sleep I think about all the things I ruined. Guilt I guess. Who knows. **** man. I don't think I am gonna pull out of this one. There is no darkness, like before. It's just light and light. It's just me wanting to be alone bc I don't even deserve friendship. I don't wanna go out any more. I don't wanna leave my bed. The only thing that ***** about it is I am getting fat. I do NOT like that. I will expell all my money and die I guess. I more than this but I am hurting so badly. I wanna just expire like milk. Throw me out. I almost think being homeless would help bc that is what I deserve. I am sad yes. But happy about feeling shame. Bc I was never a good person. Only for 8 months but there is no home for me there. I tried. I tried to tell her I would go to aa, and stop but she didn't care and ran. Maybe talking isn't my feature. maybe I should lie. Who knows. I do not plan on getting any better because I hate the designs that were mine. And I hold a ******* grudge. I wanna live. I want to be normal but I dunno what the **** I am gonna do. I hate it here. I hate everything about it here. I ******* tried to make it normal but there is NOTHING normal about it here. Broken tikes lead me to death, broken promise bring me to unrest, broken thoughts bring me to a pause.

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