lay with me
let's forget
for a while

let's live
in this moment
just the two of us

i don't want
to accept
we're through

I'm always searching for feelings
Adrenaline, love, sadness

But they disappear
Before I can catch
The fleeting sensations

Leaving me searching once again

I truly cared about you
All your worries, insecurities
I supported you through them all
But for what?

You're going to get with another girl soon who's
Going to be an empty ****
Which in the end,
You wanted me to be

Good luck
Finding someone else that will accept all of you
The boy who hides his true self
Masquerades everything in a shroud of false confidence
And breaks down with the slightest of difficulties

I pity her already
Because
You draw girls in
The way you know exactly what to say
And after claiming you're madly in love,
You cast them aside
Like they meant nothing at all

I'm sure hell
Feels better
Than watching you grow smaller
In my rear view mirror

Quiet little voices
In the back of my mind.
Demons,
Only heard by me.

Whispers,
        "You're worthless".
Even softer,
          "Just die already".

Why can't I shut
Them out?

Go ahead
Break my heart

Take everything I am
Because
I already know this is going to hurt

Smash me into a million pieces
I don't care

I'd rather be broken
Than without you

I wish
You could see yourself
Through my eyes

You look in the mirror
And see worthlessness

To you, the words you breathe
Fill up unwanted space

But to me
You are the epitome
Of grace

In your looks, words,
Everything

You're not perfect-- no
But your flaws
Are beautiful

Just like every
Inch of space
You occupy