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Victoria K Apr 2013
You don't want them
Trust me you don't
Sometimes they make life better
But only for a little
Then they make life miserable
You will wish that you were never happy,
That you never deserved to be happy
And you will cry and cry and cry
Until something makes you happy again
Then it will be impossible to even think about how sad you were
It's a bad cycle to be in,
Messes with your head
Victoria K Aug 2013
So in love that I feel stupid
Mostly because I don't even know what love is
Some because he doesn't know it
Actually because I really am
Victoria K May 2013
The darkness in my head,
Sleepless in my bed
Constant fear,
Stress is here
Zombie like movements
Eyes are itchy
Do I seem ******?
I don't make sense
Where are my pants?
I almost forgot...
What it's like...
During finals week...
Victoria K Apr 2013
Alone and sad.
Stupid and happy.
Lazy.
Sleepy.
Hungry, sometimes.
Probably fat.
I love to smile,
but sometimes it looks weird.
Quiet.
Weird and awkward.
Cannot keep a conversation.
Flirting is a bad time.
Honest.
****** and selfish.
Insecure.
In my head.
Lonely.

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