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Unity Drain Apr 2015
She. Is awkward like broken English. Good intentions but can't hold a conversation from start to finish. She speaks in soliloquies. And because of this I see her in me. Daughter. Sweet child. Remember that your laugh - is like waking up from a beautiful dream. You are a memory. Of fireworks and flash photography. Reminding us that life. Can. Be. Wonderful.
But. Only if you step outside that box. Comforting others is impossible behind a door that is locked. She. Hold cosmos behind her eyes. I just know it. An intergalactic mind. She just doesn't show it.
To my daughter.
I love you.
Unity Drain Dec 2013
The aftermath of poorly applied algebra is a scramble of numbers, letters, lonely coefficients, and an unemployed ninjas. These characters are much like those of a barbershop quartet, where members can either harmonize or simply fall flat. All of this depends on the song they sing and the order it is sung; algebra sings a song of SVSCOS (Same Variables Same Coefficients Opposite Sides) What else can come of bad math? Nothing less than a burning hatred for radicals, imaginary numbers, the saying 'PEMDAS', or maybe the fact that if you're 21 you must stay out the bars. This being said, Algebra 2 is very much like a dream; once you wake up, most of it is forgotten, but also in that it can be strived toward and reached.
Unity Drain Jan 2014
I am the stone
And you are the hard place
Time has scabbed the wounds we have inflicted
But What we need isn't being depicted
Seeing you mostly just makes me hurt
Because you are sand paper
And I am the friction
I'm constantly asking myself
What is it that caused this much resistance, this distance
Was there an instance
Or was It always there
Unity Drain May 2014
I can't stand this indecision
My lack of precision
Blurry vision
From tears running in streams
Wishing these were dreams
But if they were, I'd wake
With a mouth full of screams
Nothing is like it's seems
Picked last
And hated by both teams
What is it that caused this much resistance, this distance
Was there an instance
Or was It always there
Unity Drain Oct 2013
Circles
Circles
Circles
Circles never ceasing
Walking
Running
Sitting
Standing
Circles are all I'm seeing
Over thinking
Understating
Sarcasm
Stupidity
Circles
Words unsaid
Thoughts unspoken
Laying
Rolling
Driving
Stopping

Circles
Unity Drain Jul 2014
Connect the dots of my freckled face
Dismiss the longing to replace
The missing half
Of my constellation skin
Discourse and disgrace
A waste of space
A face
Full of beautiful suns and stars
That never seemed so dull
And the lull of silence
Escaping my lips

Is deafening
Unity Drain Mar 2015
With a mouth full of laughter
I spit this vernacular
It's spectacular
To see your jaw drop a mile wide
Ain't no place to hide
So seek this

I'm a like a cactus underwater
A wet martyr
Went so much farther
Cause my flow so wet
with rhymes that dent
When they hit skin
Let that sink in
Deep within
Where I'm damagin'
You
No excuse
Unity Drain Dec 2014
Thought you were a gift
Running on diesel fuel
But you a fool
And made me one two
Three kids on my own
You know I ain’t gon make it
This 18 wheeled semi- relationship
Is running on fumes
Like you in the night
Not even tryna fight no more
Just give me a break
A spare tire
Or an axle to ride on
Cause I can’t get high on
The same love you're giving me
Half dead off some sleep meds
Can’t catch rest
Cause you got me living on the wrong block
Pull the glock before the clock had a second to think
I’m on the brink.
Unity Drain Nov 2013
Even today
Months and months later
I still couldn't tell you if I'm
Ashamed or proud of what we almost were
And I still can't tell you
Why it wouldn't have worked
Except that we're too **** similar
Even still
I Find myself missing you
When I can't catch your eye for a moment
Or laugh at joke from across the room
I can still read your emotions like a book
And I just want to flip through the pages
What would you say if I took you
In a warm embrace
You might not need a hug, but I **** sure do
And you're tall enough to make a difference
Unity Drain Sep 2013
I have an old Tshirt
That you used to wear
She made it for you
Without a single care
As to where it would end up
I used to wear it as a nightdress
But it's too small for that now
It's covered with holes
Though I'm not sure when the got there
Probably the year you tried to throw it away
To rid yourself of the memory
You didn't know that it stayed with me
Unity Drain Dec 2013
Even if I throw words
That hit and break your skin
Never let them sink in
Because sometimes soon
The sun will rise
And you won't be stuck
Under a sky with no moon
Because running without a flashlight
Only means you'll get good at running in the dark
Because a lighter with no fluid
Only mean you can't cause the spark
That would set this flammable world on fire
Unity Drain Jan 2014
Sitting with my chest tight
Trying not to fight the feeling you buried beneath my ribs
Sore lungs from screaming too long
Like a song that was torn apart and thrown together again
You were the bridge in my lyrical masterpiece
But that's broken now
I wish I could tell you how you stole my heart and ripped it in half
No I'm not mad, I'm disappointed
Disappointed in myself, because I thought I was stronger
Thought I could hold my head up longer
Keep my nose above water
But my feet can't even touch bottom
You were one of the butterflies i held in my stomach
Tiny creatures that only caused panic and worsened my nerves
Nerves that tore my fingernails till they bled
Nerves that kept me from resting my head at night
And raising it the next morning
I'm not depressed but its hard to be happy
The emotions I display are lacking
Only because I'd rather say nothing than regret thrashing you with my words
It might be nice to give you a piece of my mind
Gift wrap it and tie it with a ribbon
Throw it into the world and hope it finds it's way to you
I don't know what to do
Unity Drain Dec 2013
One foot in front of the other
Thats how we live life
The faster we run
The sooner we avoid strife
Because we're angry at the world
And the way things are
Then we're angry at change
And the way things aren't
Rain keeps flooding our minds
Clouding our thoughts
Our faces predict sunshine
While our insides do not
Gray days are nothing
Compared to our dark emotions
Somehow we know how to hurt
Without causing some kind of commotion
Unity Drain Mar 2015
I must admit that I've done you wrong
I beat you down so you'd believe I was strong
Still, I'm hoping you forgive me
I know that you don't trust me
But please believe me
I'm working out my problems
It takes two of us to solve them
& I know that you've been working hard
Gripping shards of broken trust
Lusting after days you never thought were coming
And the running of my mouth is inexcusable
You've got used to it
I'm sorry that I don't take things seriously
And that I take things too seriously
And that I'm seriously a lot to handle
Please forgive me
Unity Drain May 2015
We.
Were thrown together
So much pressure
That coal became diamonds
We were the shouts
Breaking through the silence
Saying
"Why should there be violence
Against my own brother? He does not looks like me. He is black, white, brown, he is red, purple, he is green. He is still my brother."
We.
Are leaves of a shaking tree
Different branches
But we all still feel the wind, the adversity
We
Are white walls painted all shades
From ivory to ebony
We
Are diversity.
We
Are unity.
Unity Drain Sep 2014
Half blue and half *******
The colors of oil and pigment
That never mixed
To be seen on a canvas
It's not easy being green
Unity Drain Oct 2013
Part of me wants to be a child again, but the rest of me knows that someday I'd have to grow up.
Unity Drain Oct 2014
The weight of the world never sat so lightly on any man’s shoulders.
When the light of your eyes met mine, time stopped and I was breathless.
So simple seemed the relationship of a man and a woman,
Yet simplicity is lost to bleeders and roosters alike.
Unity Drain Aug 2013
Frustrated
Because it won't be me
I'm not her
She's not me
I can't be the one
To make you happy
Too ******* bad
We could've made history
Unity Drain Nov 2014
Hope is a poisonous thing.
If one should die, wish he falls into death without such a malicious taste in his mouth. Let him see sweet winds of life. Let him breathe the smell of liberty into his collapsed lungs, so that such a painful thought as hope may not reside in him upon his final breath.
Unity Drain Mar 2015
I am from a combination of mismatched homes
And parents that mix like water and oil
I am from swing sets and blacktops
And friendships to help the pain stop
I am from nights on couches and losing my keys
And holding on tightly to my family before I go to sleep
I am from a vanilla, white bread, slow singing church
And I wish that we sang more gospel
I am from my ever-changing community, my family
Unity Drain Mar 2014
I said goodbye to you
The moment I your shook hand
I knew if I let you go
That you might, someday
Come back
Unity Drain Jan 2014
I'm stuck between you and a hard place
A dark space
Filled with stars that I no longer find beautiful
Can't you hear me calling for you?
I'm falling for you... or maybe not
I can't stand this indecision
My lack of precision
Blurry vision
From tears running in streams
How many rivers have I cried for you
I am a creature of solitude
A creature of habit
I hear what you're saying
I just can't grasp it
It's my fault
That the stone beneath us is shifting
Or maybe I caused the eruption
That is this volcano of confusion
Is this all just an illusion?
Unity Drain Mar 2014
Instead of Unity
There is darkness
Instead of Unity
There is pain
Nothing but a Drain
Nothing but selfish
Unkind
Evil..
I’m sorry
I’m sorry
I’m sorry.
I know that I said something wrong
Something I did
Something
Or nothing at all
But now you hate me
And I know that I deserve it..
I’m sorry
I’m sorry
I’m sorry.
I thought this would be easier
I thought
I could just move on
And love you less
But you see me, and you look away
You don’t stay long enough
For me to apologize, but
I don’t know if I would..
I’m sorry
I’m sorry
I’m sorry.
I didn’t want to break this.
That’s why I didn’t end this
But I waited for you to ask
Because I knew you would
Time is running out
Soon
You won't be around
And

I’ll miss you..

I’m sorry  
I'm sorry
I'm sorry.
As if I could apologize for the pain I gave you.
Unity Drain Aug 2013
Waking up to a numb mind
And a cold heart
Put on my mask
Before the day can start
Armor and weapons
Shield me from each and every fear
Even if I cry
You won't see a single tear
Unity Drain Nov 2014
Your mind is as sharp as your tongue
Your skull as hard as your fists
Your skin as thick as your humor
Your laughter is as quick as your wits

And that is why I love you.
Unity Drain Aug 2013
Crunches and pops
Silence is stopped
Needle finds a groove
Beat begins to boom
Black plastic spews
Lyrics that fill the room
And in this moment
*Nothing else matters
Joy is found in raw music, played through vinyl records.
Unity Drain Dec 2013
Before two men is a wall
A wall is all, is all
To get over the wall
One man must fall
Fall is all, is all
When the man has fallen
A sad, sad fate
The other passes over
Over is great, is great
Unless there are others
The wall crumbles down
Down is all, is all
The man is alone  
He is all that is shown
Shown is all, is all
Unity Drain Mar 2015
I look left
To find what's right
In front of me
Nothing left to see
But confusion
A delusion
A dream
Soft like a cactus
Disastrous in the wrong hands
Or any
One cut
Or plenty
Of seconds wasted
Being busy doing nothing
Unity Drain Nov 2013
What does it mean to be lost?
Are you in a place you've never been;
Trapped and confined?
Lost is not always physical,
But instead a state if mind.
You're still confined
In a place you've never been,
But instead if a physical place,
That place is in your head.
Unity Drain Mar 2014
My mind frame hangs on a wall
But I've forgotten the image that it held.
Maybe the rise and fall
Of everything that I used to call
Home.

I've lost my train of thought
But I'm still stuck
On the wrong side of the tracks
And the way I act
Has no impact
On what goes on
Around me.

Indifference.
When was the instance
That I stopped seeing things as beautiful,
That I stopped hearing your voice as wonderful,
That I stopped thinking of my self as capable
Of living?

Existence
Does mine really matter
If I climbed a latter
Would I have to come back down?
How do I know if what's lost
Will ever be found?

Someday I will think of you
And smile because I made it
Beaten and bruised,
The darkness didn't consume me
I cried for what I didn't understand
But I held my own hand.
Unity Drain Feb 2014
A mirror, showing
Nothing but an exterior.
A shell of inferior
To the inner being.
Looking without seeing
What does not reach the surface
The surplus, the purpose
That’s not as beautiful.

Ugly, inner truth,
Do you define my entirety?
Or are you the evil irony
That makes unhappiness priority?
Unity Drain May 2015
Remember that only half the fault is mine
No, it does not justify
My actions, but your reactions
Are completely dependent on you
Choose to be
Angry
Disappointed
Confused
Frustrated
All are fine
But please remember
Only half the fault is mine
Unity Drain Feb 2014
Pained like windows,
Widows hang on walls.
Eight-legged nightmares,
Trying not to fall.

Knitting webs,
Made of lies,
Trying to be clever,
Trying to hide.

A tangled mess
Of silken strings
Homes filled with knickknacks
And mismatched things

Always rebuilding
What was new yesterday
Relentless pest,
Find a new place to stay.
Unity Drain Feb 2015
On the corner of Pine and Box
Stood a shop all dark and disheveled.
I peeked through the window,
Though covered in grime,
And saw an old man, Mr. Knox,
Twisted and bent over with time.

I pass through rusted hinges and faded teal wood,
To enter the shop where Mr. Knox stood.
Much to my pain, my shock, and my horror,
The scream of a young maiden
Rang through the store.
But no woman was present, save only memory,
And the scream was but the bell above the door.

I ventured still, past potted plants, long since death,
Through the cold corner store with steamed breath.

At once, a strange animal, four legged and fanged,
Ran past me, unknowing, and I was dismayed.
He aimed to besmirch, sat with a crooked smirk,
But the creature was only a statue.

Once again I saw the store a-stirring,
A child of five years waved weapons
But the youth was myth, sat in painting,
And had nothing to disarm me with.

Deep in the back, there was no returning,
I spotted a beast that contented my yearnings.
88 keys, no locks and no doors,
All of a sudden, I had found what I was looking for!

With further inspection, my eyes, pray did not deceive,
Saw 88 fingers as piano keys.
What a twisted contraption
And without further action,
I watched as the piano shifted.
From my feet I was lifted by
A crimson tongue through gnarled teeth,
I was swallowed whole before I could speak.

Mr. Knox approaches with a laugh on his lips,
He reaches for the skeleton keys, too far Gone from his wits.
And his melancholy melodies
Still ring from where he sits.
Unity Drain Feb 2014
Sitting in a room, head down, arms crossed
Thoughts being tossed like its garbage day
All else are deaf to what you have to say
Deciding if you'll stay, because it's easier to leave

Then you shout out a line
The first thing that comes to mind
Maybe a time
When you were freed from oppression
Had happiness, instead if depression
Poetry was your only release
  
Words were like bandaids
Your tempo your brace
Metaphors and similes just to save face
Rhythm and rhyme just in time
Unity Drain Jan 2015
A wilting rose lays on the windowsill
As I watch
Her perfumed essence
Seeps from discolored petals
And I know she has had no visitors

The room is dark and dry
And wreaks of isolation
What good is a shattered vase
If you have no face to save or see for miles

When last did you see her smile
How long ago
Was she plucked from the ground
And abandoned to die

On the windowsill
Unity Drain Aug 2013
I found you drowning
In an ocean of pain
From tears you didn't let fall
Salty, salty depression
I barely knew you at all
Unity Drain Jul 2014
In stubbornness, I tie the night across my eyes, so i see nothing but my own dark intentions. I stumble to stand, dehydrated from drinking my tears. I think to turn back, second guessing the torturous journey. When suddenly, I see the stars that were always ahead of me. I flinch away from the light; the happiness was always hard to grasp.
Unity Drain May 2014
Trapped in a cold nothingness, you leave for higher grounds. It might not be safe and sound to fall and hit the pavement, but you still want to escape the numbness, to stop feeling the resistance of a psychotic beast and a figure in the distance. You only look forward, because if you look back, the darkness might swallow you whole. And the hole you've been digging has finally made it to the other side of nowhere. "I don't care," never scared, always prepared to pick up and leave your everything behind. If I was you, I'd lose my mind. So I'm glad you haven't yet. And I'll be here to try and hold you together if you do.
Unity Drain Jan 2014
The plot where you stand  
Was a place of battle and blood
There a man once stood

He was a fighter of old
In the story I was told

Sophisticated
Was the soldier samurai
Fighting with two blades

This is a dangerous game
His honor has just been shamed

Excellent hero,
Fearless fighter, and even friend
Today your life ends

Suicidal Samurai,
Your death will be remembered
Unity Drain Apr 2015
She. Hides stars behind her eyes
I just know it. An intergalactic mind she just doesn't show it. When suddenly the cosmos start slipping. But her words dripping with depression. A constellation of aggression. No confession to her own repression of pain. Never has she looked the same. A celestial child never meant to be seen so widely. No space in time for the words she rhymes so idly. Wildly she reaches for another drink. Maybe this time she'd find some time to think.
For a friend *he knows*
Unity Drain May 2015
I am not a presenter
Wheeze coughing
I'm the
The center
Of a hurricane
On stage
Sitting standing hating every second
Can't stop
Shaking
I'm stressing
That u might ask me any questions
When did words
Feel started feeling like knives pressing
Against my Adam's apple
Glass is empty not half full
Of concentrated juice
What's the use
In speaking
If I can't get through to you
I'm not a presenter
Unity Drain Nov 2014
Man alone hopes until death
Works 9-5
And lays wasted for the rest
Only man counts the pills popped
& Bottles dropped
Throttle's hot till the high's copped
Sick of wanting what you don't got
Can't amount to nothing
Lest you got a gun that goes 'pop'
Death is non-stop
And nothing looks better
Than the cream of the other crop
So learning how to win
Without ending up on top
Is the only hope that you've got
Unity Drain Mar 2014
Heart strings knitted together
Like a lost and found sweater
Thrown away, never
To be seen
Again

When
Did we meet
Like a rhythmic beat
That will never
See defeat
A sheet
Of music,
A lyrical masterpiece

I was the fuel and your were the fire
I should have known that love can expire
It's not the way I'm wired
To stay bolted to the same spire
Unable to walk in the mire
That is
This connection

The selection
Of mismatched heartstrings
Sings funeral songs
How have they made it this long
Wasn't it a game all along?
Unity Drain Sep 2014
The clock weeps for it's tired hands,
Still spinning and counting just the same.
I look back on the agony
Time never healed
Life was always a game.
Unity Drain Dec 2013
Each step I grow farther and closer to my home
Two different doors, each house is still my own
Two sets of keys
Two sets of rules
This is not the fate I would have chose
Unity Drain Aug 2013
Simple fixes
Crushed by complicated lies
Speech impaired
Tongue tied
At least I tried
Said the liar
I am so sick and tired
Of hidden truths
And miscommunication
Because its
Tearing us apart
Unity Drain Aug 2013
You sit so close
Yet your mind wanders
So far away
It's almost not worth it
To ask you to stay
But I always will
Because its too easy
To feel unwanted
And the absence
Of a simple request
Could be the same
As being taunted by dark thoughts
So if you wouldn't mind
Sit near us
Even if you choose not to hear us
Be comforted
By the slight
Amount of light
We provide
Take hold of our smiles
And make use of them however you must
And slowly but surely
Help us gain your trust
Unity Drain Aug 2013
Life isn't fair
I learned this a long time ago
But what I didn't know
Was that as you grow old
You can trust what you're told
Less and less
Because people lie
And cheat
And steal
Only half of what they say
might be real
Look away for a second..
They've stolen your heart
And ran away
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