You're my favorite pain
That I keep on repeating again and again
You're my sadness and happiness that I want to feel
Sadness that makes me feel blue
Happiness that makes me so unreal

You make me sad,
But I still want you
You broke my heart.
But I still love you

I became a mess tryin' to empress you
But you're the best mistake that I ever do

The feeling of sadness strikes me at last
Blaming you is a must
Yet i choose to stay in silent in my past
Chain of grudge never strikes
I let my heart deside what i want

The spirit that i have you've break it apart
I whisper in your ear in a utter sound
I value you yet you break it like a shattered glass
Im possessed by sadness, you have asked

Im obsessed with you until the last.

In the rotten hell I've been
Waiting for god i seems
But god gave me you what it feels

My horns melts for loving a goddess
A beautiful angel to ease my sadness
The chain of hell pulls me away from my happiness

Defying the barriers between us
To feel your loveliness
So I've break my horns for an angel

A rotten demon like me melts
For loving an angel that gave me happiness.

Don’t know why I keep writing about you for.
If I knew the last time I was in your arms will be the last.
I shouldnt have let you go.

Our time was short,
Never got the chance to say goodbye.
So I'll wear this hollow smile,
To hide the pain in my eyes.

I keep searching for nothing.
Looking for nowhere
I'm broken, lost, alone,
but I know I won’t cry.
The goodbye that makes me sad,

Looks like this is the end.
losing the girl that I have,
When it's their turn to come up
When they have no time left.
Goodbye is best if it's left unheard.

I still remember the day we first met.
And still couldn't forget.
Goodbye to our silly nicknames, anniversaries, and crazy road trips,
Goodbye to all the love, lust, and passion,
That I will never feel again.

Goodbye my love
For this will be the end.

I want to leave, but there's no where else to go.
I'm really sick being here,
Cant you feel it?
If i leave I know that i will die if I do.

But I'm sick, and hurt and desperate to leave
I'm stuck in blue and dunno what to do.
Should I stay or should I leave?

I’m not sad but I'm not happy either.
I can smile and joke and laugh around during the day.

But sometimes when I'm home and alone
At midnight my feelings round up
Hope this feeling would not reach the morning light.

Let me tell you about the pain you put upon my heart.
I spent countless nights looking at the clock,
My blurry watery eyes wondering if my heart will stop hurting.
You made me feel worthless,
Like I wasn’t worthy to deserve your attention.

I was the one who made mistakes,
And you were flawless,
You put your pride first before me.
You made me feel like I had to do certain things,
That other girls did just to get your attention.

I disliked every little thing,
My body, face and even my mind,
I compared myself to every person,
You made me feel that I’m a failure,
To the point that I think I’m hideous.

You had already wasted 1 year of my time.
Spent all of my time without worth,
And abandoned me.
Leaving me a destroyed and unwanted
masterpiece.

I think you pick the wrong choice .
You just pick the choice of your happiness,
It's not your fault, but it hurt me though
I feel if you pick me ill been a wrong choice
I know your happy, that's why I'm happy too.
I know I have many wrong choice,
But I never regret loving you.

I know my worth, hope you see it too
I may not be enough, I hope you change my mind though
I just gave you my heart  and soul,
But you choose to ignore.
One day ill change, and also your thoughts
My love boils for you, now it fades once more.

I thought you'll bring romance,
But you bring pain once more.
I feel sorrow in your eyes
I wanna change that, that's I wanna do
You left me only regrets, ill think it through
My heart is on peace.
Someone gonna love me too.

Perfection
My heart beats for a girl like you
Long black hair, that's what alike about you
Those black eyes of your, I wanna stare at those
That aura of yours, that's what u lookin for.

That nice and elegant features of yours
That I fall for
That soft and adorable hand of yours I wanna hold forever or more
Your beauty is not just on your appearance,
But in your heart and soul
What a lovely girl you are, yet I cant have you.

Your just a perfection that  I don't want to destroy
There are barriers that love can't destroy
I will just love you in silence
Until I cant no more.

A beauty that attracts men
A woman that loves woman
The beauty of hers is my comfort zone

A miracle that i received from god
A fallen angel that guides me in the night
The gift of god that hides my horn

A girl with flaws, controls my horn.

Seems like everything must come to an end.

The feeling of sadness has never had an ending.

Remember when we first met?
that was the day I can’t forget
Remember our first hug?
that was the first time i feel butterflies in my stomach
Remember the first time we kissed?
I can still remember the taste of your lips
I love the way you make me feel special, iloveyouuu so much
Your happiness is my happiness baby.

In every day you're with her
It's like a curse in my mind
Always remembering how pitiful I am
Seeing you fall for that girl
I feel discouraged yet so kind
I learn to value your smile, without mine.

It hurts that you would never be mine
My heart aches not telling you caught my eye
Not saying I love you, to the one I love
Why it couldn't be me holding your hand
Did I do something wrong for you not to be mine?

I play the role for you not to cry
If she leaves you I know you'll cry
Because you'll lose your lover
And the one truly cares, my feelings gone dry.

I like this girl who's in love with another guy
It hurts me so still i shant cry
She doesn't care even if i do
She knows my feelings for her
But still she has no clue

She made it clear
She doesn't feel the same
She knows how I feel
But our feeling aren't the same


What should i do?
It hurts so much
I tried to cut her out of my life
Still i can't get her out of my sight