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Apr 21 · 178
Untitled
Masindi KEJ Apr 21
she found herself contradicted between being loved
or fancy  
mixed emotions is what she has
Apr 21 · 30
Untitled
Masindi KEJ Apr 21
its funny how we started out
we did not know each others whereabouts
Jan 25 · 1
Dear lord part four
Masindi KEJ Jan 25
Dear lord it’s your boy
I know that you missed me and my words
Yeah yeah yeah I miss you too old man
No I’m not spilling  my tears about my love life
Or how this life is ****** up
But Lord today my tears are for a boy who is in joy
No you can’t be asking me how am I enjoying this life of yours
I know that I have struggled and almost strived to death
Yeah do you still recall when I wrote to you about how  blurred the path you set for me is
When all I saw was darkness
Even the time my heart was full of sorrows and pain
old man don’t laugh, I love that girl and she broke my heart to the inner core
so please don’t talk about it
Did you know  I almost took my life because I didn’t have the strength anymore
How many times did I try to quit school cause everything did not make sense anymore
Lord you took my mother from me without getting a chance to to know her better
What about the time my dad told me that he hate me infront my little brother
Lord what about the time my father left me all alone for a month without anything to eat
Lord you see i survived all of those things
But now am tired lord please give me peace and wins
Lord I lost friends due to betrayal
My family lost trust in me
Dec 2023 · 24
My love life
Masindi KEJ Dec 2023
My love love  is like a play on a screen
Cause everything just seems like it has been scripted

My love life is like a Cinderella story of one shoe being fitted till it finds a perfect fit
But my story differ ,since no foot fits

My love story is like a mathematical equations but unsolved millennium problem

Am a king that is full of passion about serving his purpose to his queen
Buh the queen is there only on my mind

I had many soulmates since I started out
Buh it seems like they all tend to sell their souls

Its like am only good at knowing a person
But hard to handle the person traits

I ain’t a quitter buh this game is no-longer funny buh painful
Maybe is because I go for those who are beautiful

They tend to say that I love hard
And that is why they play me like card
Oct 2023 · 67
Goodluck turfies
Masindi KEJ Oct 2023
In the realm of knowledge, where dreams unfold,
Students embark on a journey bold.
With minds ready and spirits high,
They spread their wings and aim for the sky.

In halls of learning, they seek the light,
Guided by dedication, burning bright.
They embrace challenge, with each test,
Determined to overcome, do their best.

With strength of will and hearts aflame,
They face each module with no shame.
Math and science, language and art,
They conquer each hurdle, playing their part.

Through sleepless nights and restless days,
They strive to understand in countless ways.
Highlighters dance across pages of text,
As they absorb knowledge, with minds flexed.

Oh, students, hear this heartfelt cheer,
May success and triumph soon draw near.
Have faith, persevere, never dismay,
For your efforts will pave the way.

Exams may bring nerves, stress, and strain,
But know that your hard work won't be in vain.
For in each question lies an opportunity,
To showcase your brilliance and creativity.

Remember, exams are but stepping stones,
Leading to futures that are yet unknown.
So, go forth, with courage and drive,
Excel, inspire, and make memories thrive.

Believe in the power that lies within,
Embrace the journey, let your spirits win.
With every challenge, you grow and learn,
Each lesson a flame that continues to burn.

In the end, it's not just a grade or score,
It's the knowledge gained, forevermore.
So, face your exams with heads held high,
You're capable of reaching the sky.

You've prepared, you've studied, you're ready,
Now walk into that exam room steady.
Embrace the moment, let your wisdom shine,
And watch as your dreams align.

May luck be on your side, as you take each test,
May brilliance guide you, always, at your best.
Believe in yourself, and all you can do,
The world is yours, students, let it be true.
Sep 2023 · 104
Is this love ?
Masindi KEJ Sep 2023
I find myself caught in a contradiction,
Between liking her or feeling love's affliction.
We met just days ago, it's true,
But there's something deeper that I sense in you.

Is it the unfamiliarity that pulls me near?
The excitement of exploring what's not clear?
Or could it be that I've yet to see
Her anger, tears, and dance so free?

Last night, I heard her singing from afar,
Her voice like no other, a shining star.
Though it may be unconventional, I must confess,
Her unique melody brings my heart to rest.

So, in this whirlwind of emotions I reside,
Between liking and loving, I cannot decide.
But as we journey together, side by side,
I'll cherish the moments and let fate be my guide.

With time, the truth will surely unfold,
As our connection deepens, uncontrolled.
But for now, let us embrace what we share,
And let love's path lead us, if we dare.
Sep 2023 · 62
Dear lord part 3
Masindi KEJ Sep 2023
Dear Lord, it's me again, your beloved son,
It's been so long since my words reached you, the One.
But this time, I won't spill tears about my love life,
Instead, I seek understanding of Your ways, rife.

Lord, Your path seems blurry to my weary eyes,
I struggle to discern the course that lies.
I can't see the man You wish for me to be,
In the mirror, lost in darkness is all I see.

You've spoken, Lord, but I need to understand,
Illuminate my heart with Your gentle hand.
Guide me along the path You've set for me,
So that Your purpose and will I may clearly see.

I know You have a plan, though it's not clear,
Help me trust and have faith, banish my fear.
For You are the light that will guide my way,
In Your presence, Lord, I will always stay.

So, dear Lord, I humbly seek Your divine grace,
To navigate this journey, Your love embrace.
Grant me wisdom to see through the darkest night,
And walk with me, Lord, filling my soul with light.

In Your mercy and love, my hope resides,
I surrender my doubts as the darkness subsides.
Thank You, dear Lord, for hearing my plea,
In Your presence, forever I long to be.

Amen.
Sep 2022 · 179
turfies uprising
Masindi KEJ Sep 2022
14th of august
the day students raised against the system
the day students turned into soldiers
the day young boys unleashed the demons
of Steve Biko and Tsietsi Mashinene
the day young ladies marched and fourth
like our heroinic Helen Joseph and Winnie Madikizela Mandela
the day stones became weapons
to be throwed to our fathers and Mothers
who betrayed  their own children
the day corrugated metal were displayed as shields
the  day history repeated itself
and this time it was not against the white army
but with one of our own
the day unleaded students showed unity
the day vandalizing was the only communication
to be used to get a rapid realistic response
the day we lost one of our own like they lost Hector Petersen
with buckshot's
the day eggs mattered than windows
the day 14th of august 2022
brought back the history of 16 June 1976
the day that events of it will become a story
which will be told to the upcoming generations
Aug 2022 · 185
dear lord part 2
Masindi KEJ Aug 2022
Dear Lord Part 2

Dear Lord, it's me , Your Son
I know it's been ages since we had a chat
I can only hope I am not disturbing
Cause we need to catch up
Remember the last time I wrote to you?
My heart was full of sorrow and Pain, shattered ,  with each piece scattered all over
But Lord, I met Lorrain
Damm, I always have butterflies
And No I'm not talking about " The Queen of Butterflies Vanessa"
Look, I know I said she would be my ride-or-die
The one that will finally bring peace to mine heart
But Boy was I wrong
She blurred my vision
But now My path is clearer than day
Back to my Lorrain
We did not meet on Tinder
We met at the mall
And she said I'm tall
And I said " Short girls and Tall boys are the best"
She laughed,  and at that moment
I Knew she captured my heart
I know this might sound crazy
But I was a little Tipsy
From the consumption of substance
And also from the warmth and comfort she had around her
Then right away I asked for a warm hug
Thinking that if she refuse, I'll blame everything on the liqour
I felt pretty lame but I knew I had to try
She agreed, And she came closer
She smelled incredible , It was a high
As she hugged me
I kept feeling like I'm seeing a nightingale
Listening to it singing a charismatic ,tranquil melody
I don't know if that was true love
But it felt good and new
I want to hold on to it
Forever . . So Help me Lord 🙏🏾
Mar 2022 · 310
since she left me
Masindi KEJ Mar 2022
since she left me
i just feel betrayed by those romantic movies
where there is always a happy ending
regardless on what the circumstances might be
is either the partner cheated ,lied , or their enculturation is acting as an asymptote, those two tend to find happiness at the end

then there is me waiting as a standby
thinking that she might come back to me one day
with a smile to her face , but that isn't a case
cause when ever we bump to each other
my face will be filled with sorrows and pain
but the best part is the love that runs through my veins
which always grows every time i see her face

eight months she has been a part of me
i know it might sound less but memories created
with those are countless
and maybe is the reason is so hard to move on
my friends say i should move on  and that the street is waiting for me
moving on might be the right thing to do
but i cant just pretend that i don't want her anymore
cause now my path seems so blur without her by my side
i know that might sound crazy, but that how deep she mean to me

on a screen they tend to come back
maybe is because words and action are those rudiments i lack
or maybe is just that my love was to much for her
or those movies are just a big joke
and they just
trying to display how love should be
Mar 2022 · 360
HOW YOU MAKE ME FEEL
Masindi KEJ Mar 2022
you really wanna know how you make feel right?
okay babe you make me feel like am forcing things
you make me to be tossing around my bed
you got me  like am desperate for your love
but  i just need to be loved in-return by you
cause i think its a good thing to do
you got me overthinking
made me to mind my words
cause if i say something that might get into your nerves
you might leave me without a doubt
you made me to be a yes man
you really changing me to be a guy
which i never thought i will ever be
you made me to kneel down before the lord
just to express my emotions
cause you never there when i need you on my worst
you made me to be filled with amass words
which i can use to bleed on paper
and now am no-longer bleeding on paper
but bleeding in the inside
and that is eating me so bad
i have an option to leave you but i can not
cause i know i will bump into you
and all those good memories will flashback
and turns into nightmares
beside leaving you i have hope
that things will be normal again
but without trust that wont happen
cause i think you doing all those things just because trust to you is no-longer a word with meaning
and that is all my fault
i know i made you feel like you ain't alone in my life
but to me your are the only flower i gotta protect
even they say that there are many fishes in the ocean for the fisher man
but am the certified fisherman with only you
babe you know that many are called
but chosen is you
babe you are the most beautiful lady i know
and that for me is a treat cause i know it will be so easy for to get a guy whenever you want
babe I just want us to be normal again

babe sometimes you got thinking that it was not a good thing you here at turf
cause if you were never here we wouldn't be talking or feeling like this
but I just realize that maybe  its god plan to test our strength and love we got towards each other
babe you got me finding joy on our previous memories
babe I tend to listen to our previous conversations before we broke up
cause those conversations really reminds me on how happy and lovely we were
sometimes i just wish  if i had super powers just to turn back time to last year 30th July
that is the day we started sharing love
but that is just a wish which will never happen
babe you got me writing a letter full of sorrows
instead of the one full of love
babe lets fix things and cover all those scars we caused each other with some love
Nov 2021 · 149
who is she ?
Masindi KEJ Nov 2021
who is she?
her name is Vanessa
the queen of butterflies
she has that caramel skin color
she defines beauty
I can say she invented smile
she is a rare breed
she is my pillar of strength
she is my pain killer
she is my ride or die


what are her qualities in my life?
she has that body that everything is like a proper fraction
when my heart was scattered
she meandered it with her angelic voice
when love was nolonger meaningful for me
she showed me love and I tend to regain faith in love again
trust was just a word for me till she held my hand
when all I saw was darkness
she became my light
in her eyes all i saw was the reflection of the men i will become while she is by my side
when am down she become a clown just to cheer me up
i can say we are each other missing puzzle
because when we are together nothing comes to mind
than bringing paradise in our life

what am I to her?
dedicated to Mi Amor
Nov 2021 · 140
Untitled
Masindi KEJ Nov 2021
dear lord they say am gonna rip what I saw
just because I hit it raw
I know it was little bit *******
but she left me no choice
she just spread her legs and said in me she see trust
so they is no need for me to use trust
and I was starving so I had to eat
so I took my tool and stroke it in
lord it was too hot for me to pull out like a bottle of a gin
lord my tool spitted its venom inside
Nov 2021 · 132
our love!!!!
Masindi KEJ Nov 2021
its funny how we started out
we didn't know each other whereabouts
but that didn't stop us from sharing love
and for us love is just a behoove
we tend to become each others weakness
and we promise each that  sickness
we  make it easy to love one another
just because we always find a way to concur
even thou we fights
we know that we are aiming for greats heights
and tend to calm the situation
by using communication
fun became our motor
our love became the conqueror
we tend to become each other lie detector
our thing is like a metaphor
to others it is a fairytale story
but to us is just a story full of glory
we are like each other missing piece
because  when we are together we find peace
we can say we live for the moment
and that trust to us is dominant
Nov 2021 · 113
who is she
Masindi KEJ Nov 2021
who is she?
her name is Vanessa
the queen of butterflies
she has that caramel skin color
she defines beauty
I can say she invented smile
she is a rare breed
she is my pillar of strength
she is my pain killer
she is my ride or die


what are her qualities in my life?
she has that body that everything is like a proper fraction
when my heart was scattered
she meandered it with her angelic voice
when love was nolonger meaningful for me
she showed me love and I tend to regain faith in love again
trust was just a word for me till she held my hand
when all I saw was darkness
she became my light
in her eyes all i saw was the reflection of the men i will become while she is by my side
when am down she become a clown just to cheer me up
i can say we are each other missing puzzle
because when we are together nothing comes to mind
than bringing paradise in our life

what am I to her?
Sep 2021 · 167
Dear Lord
Masindi KEJ Sep 2021
Dear lord
It's me your son
I know things have been lil sour
Between us
The distance between us is unhealthy
And it's all my fault
It seems like Ii have been in a wrong path lately
Thinking  that you have forgotten about me
Buh it was me blocking your hand
While u were just trying to help
Lord I was deceived by things of this wolrd
Thinking that am doing everything according to ur book
And i was buh  with the wrong interpretation of ur word lord

Dear lord
I miss our late night talk
Where I was confessing to you
About the wrongs I did
Lord I used to walk with pride
Knowing that you here with me
Buh I now am walking with people
Who are lost and confused
Who are not gonna be there on my worst
Lord I did that thinking that they had my back
Not knowing it's you that I lack
Cuz u used to **** all the bubbles
So that I can reach my destination
Which you set for me

Dear lord
You are who you says you are
You are the almighty God
The king of kings
You are the alpha and omega
Lord you are holy
And all I need is your glory
There is no life without you lord
Your love is genuine and pure
Aug 2021 · 233
love
Masindi KEJ Aug 2021
What is love?
Love is rare
Love is a unique feeling
Love is the reason why we are all here
Love is a glue that unite us as a nation

What love should be!
Love is supposed to bring us happiness
Love was not supposed to be hard to find
Love was not supposed to be based on anything
Love was supposed to be spontaneous
Love was not supposed to be scary to get in
Love was not supposed to  have eyes

love in our generation!
Nowadays love is based on looks and
wealth
Love has low rate compared to hate
Love is now something to play with as they call it 'entanglements'
Intimacy determines love
Love is taking life's of our loved ones

WHY NOW LOVE IS LIKE THIS?
Mar 2021 · 152
love at first sight
Masindi KEJ Mar 2021
The first time I laid my eyes on you
I couldn’t help but wonder if you were heaven sent
Because you made my heart rate to rise above normal
And it told me to not waste anytime
To see your grin
And to hear your voice
And those two rudiments
messed up with my mental
Made me to hallucinate
When I see my imminent
By just beholding through your glittering eyes
In simple terms I mean
I loved you at first sight
dedicated to my former res mate
Mar 2021 · 126
why do you love me?
Masindi KEJ Mar 2021
why do i love you?
this question keeps on popping on my mind
and i think i have several reason to explain why do i love you

maybe is because of your walk
because you walk as if you are stepping on ice
but what will happen when you get crippled?
that means my love for will fade away

maybe is because of your voice
because i think your voice was made to cheer me up
but what will happen when you become voiceless
my love for you will fade away also

maybe is because of your sparkly  eyes
which in them i can see the man i should be
but what if you lose your eyesight due cataracts
my will love  for you will evanescence

maybe is because of curvaceous body
because i think god spent all those seven days creating you
but what will happen if you become shapeless
so my love fade away

so then it came to my realization
i should not have reasons to you
because reasons do fade away
so i love you because i love you
Mar 2021 · 131
The magic pen
Masindi KEJ Mar 2021
The first day we met
You asked for a pen
That wrote your name on my heart
And since that day my heart rate was above normal
And few months passed
Yet you here buh not with me
But with a piece of my soul

Liking you will be a understatement
Because what I feel is more richer than gold
And the reason behind that is your smile
That makes birds sing a beautiful melody
And your sparkling eyes
Which reflects the man I should be

A magic pen
That meander two broken hearts
And made me to regain faith in love
Because you are my fascinating
I mean the reality of my imagination🥺
Jan 2021 · 75
Untitled
Masindi KEJ Jan 2021
'  am trying to leave  life with no lies
by  cutting all those ties
with some fake friends
which ain't gonna make my flows trend
I know this ain't the end
but  the beginning  of my life
without  holding a knife
cuz am not up for any fights
but only for great heights
ain't gonna rest
until i become the best
just like the ROCK chest
which is always up a test
I just wanna be blessed
Not betrayed
So I will lay low
And remain unknown 😞
Dec 2020 · 166
I MOVED ON
Masindi KEJ Dec 2020
WHY DID I MOVED ON?
I DID THAT JUST BECAUSE I WAS TIRED WITH YOUR LIES
THAT OUR LOVE IS LIKE ICE
WHICH WHERE NOT NICE
YOU ALSO FAILED TO COMPROMISE
KEPT ON SAYING THAT MY DICKSON IS NOT YOUR SIZE
I WAS NOT WISE
THINKING THAT I CAN BREAK THE ICE
JUST TO GET YOU AS A PRICE
BUT YOU GAVE ME A SURPRISE
OF MY HEART AS MANY SLICES
JUST TO MAKE THE NATION CRIES
AT THAT MOMENT I WAS WAITING FOR THE SUNRISE
WHILE I WAS BUSY PICKING SOME BOW TIES
LOOKING ABOVE THE SKIES
I WILL JUST FANTASIZE
WITH YOUR EYES
Sep 2020 · 103
why do you love me?
Masindi KEJ Sep 2020
why do i love you?
this question keeps on popping on my mind
and i think i have several reason to explain why do i love you

maybe is because of your walk
because you walk as if you are stepping on ice
but what will happen when you get *******?
that means my love for will fade away

maybe is because of your voice
because i think your voice was made to cheer me up
but what will happen when you become voiceless
my love for you will fade away also

maybe is because of your sparkly  eyes
which in them i can see the man i should be
but what if you lose your eyesight due cataracts
my will love  for you will evanesce

maybe is because of curvaceous body
because i think god spent all those seven days creating you
but what will happen if you become shapeless
so my love fade away

so then it came to my realization
i should not have reasons to you
because reasons do fade away
so i love you because i love you
Aug 2020 · 119
love at first sight
Masindi KEJ Aug 2020
The first time I laid my eyes on you
I couldn’t help but wonder if you were heaven sent
Because you made my heart rate to rise above normal
And it told me to not waste anytime
To see your grin
And to hear your voice
And those two rudiments
Made me to hallucinate
When I see my imminent
By just beholding through your glittering eyes
In simple terms I mean
I loved you at first sight
dedicated to my former res mate
Aug 2020 · 160
JUST A COMPLIMENT
Masindi KEJ Aug 2020
it wasn't my intentions
but i was just trying to show you my appreciation
by expressing my emotions
it didn't come to my realisations
that am putting you on some sort of depression
i guess all you need is some relaxations
to do your counting for my first impression
which i guess were not some sort of complications
because all i wanted was your notifications
and your elections
to be your sensation
because you are my fascination
i mean the true definition of perfection
luckily  everything is happening on my imaginations
and is not an illusion
have you ever found yourself giving someone some sort of a compliment and only to find out that it tend to be an insult the person???
Jul 2020 · 969
WE BLEED ON PAPER
Masindi KEJ Jul 2020
YES WE DO BLEED ON PAPER
NOT BECAUSE WE ARE AFRAID TO EXPRESS OUR EMOTIONS
NOT BECAUSE WE DO NOT HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY
NOT BECAUSE WE DON'T HAVE PEOPLES TO TALK TO
BUT WE DO BLEED ON PAPER

WE DO BLEED ON PAPER
JUST BECAUSE A PAPER WONT BETRAY US
IT WONT CRITICIZE US
IT WONT JUDGE US
IT KNOWS THE WORD SECRET
AND HOW TO APPLY IT
BECAUSE IT IS ALWAYS THERE
DURING OUR DARKEST DAYS
THAT IS WHY WE DO BLEED ON PAPER

WE BLEED ON PAPER
BECAUSE ALL WE NEED IS A PIECE OF PAPER AND AN INK
Jul 2020 · 228
your smile
Masindi KEJ Jul 2020
i have met you few days ago
but that didn't stop my heart rate to fluctuate
and the reason for that is your smile
which caught me for while
it has revealed feelings which i never thought  i had
it also made me to be filled with amass words
which i can tell you
it would be easy to just say them to you ,but only on my imagination
because courage to expose them ,i don't have
cause i think i don't have enough ammunition
to describe the way i feel about you
i just pray that it wont end by seeing your smile
but to be the reason behind it

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