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Katie Bedger Oct 2020
Why must you hold on to my every word in such fashion that makes me feel like I'm staring in my own miniseries and can't forget my lines.. allow me to be human as I do for you
Katie Bedger Oct 2020
Cannot see, my darling
Weary, I am
Drained, I would describe                      words no longer make sense
For so many stares we dared in patients pass,
I am but a whisper
Maybe somewhat whimsical this time                     as my soft speech it warns
That tickle in your ear seem loose strand
Falling from ones top
Makes only blind assumption
As for my wind, it feathers  over face, from brow to round of nose I breathe in your beauty's blush
Feel you, I must...
If never another chance that's given, This day has be the day
In hurries end, we meet by calm of stream trying once again to fit that portrait of what was lost
so very long ago
Like rolling film, we must act
Swear...i cannot
For if I swear, this subtle stutter might be the best of me
Lonesome, I am, in this state of death
For I know you do not see me
All that's felt from me is cold, cold like the Creek we swore to in autumn
But never made it through the freeze
Flesh on sweet gardenia flesh.. how our bodies used to be as one
We sang in almost silence
If it wasn't for our breathe
So warm, it was..
Our moment in life's flowing dress
We rode the tide as if it were our only wave
Never crashing back down to bore
Now we are all but skeleton
Our canvas Combs the shore
Never mind, you would say
This shell is but outer core
What we are lives inside, you'd say
We shall meet at heaven's door
Katie Bedger Oct 2020
I feel the shiver of the vessels beat as it works it's path to inner tole
Pins and needles needles and pins
They work their way back home
Which one of me stabbed that poison into vein
Which one of me
Was the chaos,  the noise of my drums in ears that never have halt in their steady vibration
Oh ,so, making me mad..
I fold into myself, wishing for that sweet release..you know, the one in which I've been so generous to mention before
Yes, the one in which buildings are made and people are cancelled
All due to wandering mind.
Katie Bedger Oct 2020
So sad I forgot the words I wrote a masterpiece of mind that  must have fell short from vision
Minutes spent ..23.
Years wasted..many.
All effort
Fleeting
Put my soul within it's work
Placed my hands above its core
Yet still it's heart is beating
Obvious confusion from my words ..I pray
Katie Bedger Oct 2020
Let us not be stagnant
Let's learn from this stay
Let us not repeat this world over and over again
Katie Bedger Oct 2020
Regard is sloppy
Watchful eyes claim nothing
Yet pleased by my reverence to probe
New addition to this addiction
On shaky grounds i grow
Stable within the static
Ever-changing addict
Dining on the decay
I rest now within worry as senseless crowd's disperse,
I hurry            
To make it one more day
Katie Bedger Sep 2020
To whom it may concern:
I am writing this to state the departure of my soul
What once was full, now turns a blemished why
I find myself astray
So far from once I've been
These people, I loathe them, yet my fascination keeps intrigue
I AM the one in isolation
The hermit of my own demise
And this is where i bore such thought
Forgotten, yes
Alone .... maybe not
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