When will I be happy when i’m Dead and gone?!
When will i be happy when my mom will finally fight this cancer!
When will i be happy when i have a really bad seizure and crack my head so bad that i will die!!
When will i be happy when people actually believe me what i say 10/10 it’s true!
WHEN WILL I BE HAPPY?
When will i be happy when i just won’t say anything ever again!
Everything i ever say or do is wrong or out of line anyways!
When will I be happy when I didn’t have seizures, depression and was actually doing something in my life that i could be proud of!
I guess i will just never be happy will I?
WHEN WILL I BE HAPPY?

Don’t worry about what anyone says about you.
Always put yourself first.
Don’t worry about the small stuff.
Don’t change your life for anyone, if they don’t like you for who you are then you don’t need them in your life!
Stay positive if you can in whatever you do, leave all the negative out of your life forever!
Don’t let anyone tell you how to live your life, you live the way you want to live your life.
Stop worrying about what other people are saying that are negative about you!
They aren’t important, you are in GOD’S EYES!!!!
STAY THE SAME!

Jermaine, I will always belong to you no matter what.
At times I may get mad at you,
There may be times when I yell and lose my temper.
But all I want is your full attention.
I know I am very hard to deal with, and ask too much from you.
But please try to have patience on me and love me unconditionally!
I know I can be very stubborn, but one kiss or one hug from you makes me soft.
I WILL ALWAYS BELONG TO YOU!
I am not perfect and I will never be.
But I know I will always know you love me for who I am!
And I can promise you one thing always, no matter where life take us,
I will never never, ever leave or give up on you!
Just so you know, I will always stay by your side at all times and assure you that everything will be ok.
I WILL ALWAYS BELONG TO YOU!
I will always walk with you hand in hand,
Then smile and wipe your stress and disappointments away.
I will never cheat on you or ask for someone else!
Because no matter what, they will never win my heart because my heart belongs to YOU ONLY!
I WILL ONLY BELONG TO YOU!

When I first met you, I felt like I knew you forever!
I knew when I looked at you, I knew I could tell you my secrets and everything that I was scared to tell you.
Even the things I didn’t want to tell you.
But whatever I tell you no matter what it is, you always made a way to listen to me with your full attention!
Even though it wasn’t that long since I met you, but I am finding out the real you!
I never thought I would meet a man that is so caring, loving and patient with me.
TO YOU, JERMAINE!
I never met a man that has a big heart like you that actually spends time with me without getting mad.
Thanks for not leaving me, even though I don’t want to be here.
Thanks for sticking by my side through thick and thin.
I love the way we are together.
I love how you can always make me smile even on the  most depressed days!
Meeting you has been the best thing that has ever happened to me!
The feelings that I have for you is never going to change and I am never letting them go.
Jermaine, Always think of me, don’t forget me. I love you so much Jermaine!
TO YOU, JERMAINE!!

She is always there for me, no matter what!
Whenever I talk to her, it makes me happy.
She gets me out of my toughest struggles.
She’s my number one person that I go to when I need to talk, I know she will listen and give me advice.
She’s my angel and my heart, If it wasn’t for her I would have left this world a long time ago.
MY HEART
But thanks to her, daddy and my mom-mom, I am still here!
I may have vented so much to her, but she still listened and gave advice.
She is a very strong woman, she brings that out to help me become a bigger, better person.
I look up to her as she guides me through life.
She brings my true colors out, whether I’m sad, happy or discouraged.
She always has a way to make me feel good about myself, always boosting my self-worth! I love her for that.
I need someone to help me boost my self-esteem from day in and day out.
I love you mommy!
Just know that I need you in my life and I am nothing without you!
Mommy, You are my heart and my angel!
MY HEART!

Don’t live in anger, fear, sadness, and your regrets.
You always should seek forgiveness and try to lay your pain to rest.
You should never try not judge too quickly as you may be wrong.
Instead live your life fulfilled and happy.
When we cry, all you got to do is wipe those tears away.
Most times we hurt because you care.
We always hurt because we know that life isn’t fair.
Time Goes By
We make mistakes and wonder how our life can be rearranged.
Time goes by when you don’t think of yourself, just think of yourself once in awhile.
Just stay positive and everything will be ok.
TIME GOES BY!

This is a daily reminder to relax and not to get worked up over the small stuff.
This is a daily reminder that everything will be ok.
This is a daily reminder to always be yourself.
This is a daily reminder  to not care or worry about what other people say or think about you!
This is a daily reminder!
Don’t let anyone try to stop you from being who you want to be!
This is a daily reminder to people to love yourself and think of yourself every day!
This is a very important note to people that does this, including myself, don’t hurt yourself even though it’s very tempting!
This is a daily reminder!
You are a very beautiful, talented and a caring person.
Just think you made it this far already, and you felt like giving up but you still are here because of your coping skills and your resources.
Just know that whatever you’re doing is right.
Also know that, you are amazing!
THIS IS A DAILY REMINDER!