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Gela Aug 2023
my heart is shattering tonight
Gela Jun 2023
It has been six months.
It has been six friggin long months.
But looking back,
It happened way way before those six months.

It has been this long without you dear.
It still pains me sometimes,
Whenever something happens and you’re not there to listen to my awful stories and nonsense rambles anymore.

Sometimes, I still remember you in the middle of a busy day
Whether good or bad
Those memories we had were part of who we were when we were together

Yet I know deep down,
Our story has ended
There is no way to go back
No reason for us to get back together

I’ll always smile whenever I remember
Something precious that happened when we were still together
I know it will be a long time, before I can open my heart again

But someday, I hope we’ll both be happy again
Maybe not together,
But to wherever our lives has led us to
And please do remember, you’ll always have a special place in my heart
it’s today. Congrats self for making it halfway through the year
Gela Oct 2022
it’s a different kind of heartbreak
the one you’ve seen coming
yet avoided for too long

it’s the hurt and the sadness that comes along with it
Not after it
it’s when you realize that it is really happening
that your heart is shattering into million pieces

it’s like the inevitable is happening
yes i just listened to taylor swift. stream antihero
Gela Sep 2022
I can see it has eaten you alive
I slowly fear as I have seen my loved ones crumble
Taken by the darkness into someone I can hardly recognize anymore

Or perhaps this is not the same thing that I fear
Maybe a change of heart or something that has always been there
Is it right for me to predict the ending?
Or have I always been too blind to ignore the truth that I cannot swallow

Am I a coward for wanting to run away
I cannot take another heartbreak this way
Seeing someone I love circle down the drain
It makes my soul even more hollow
Listen to Katy Perry’s Circle the Drain
Gela Jun 2022
all the waiting
the in-between
the sleepless nights and weary mornings
i hope it will all make sense in the end
Gela Apr 2022
Sleep? What even is that word.
When the night falls and silence is deafening,
All these thoughts and unsaid feelings echo
Thumping harder, echoing louder
Now you’re tossing around the sheets
Wondering what is next
Trying to hold on to the things that keep you sane
Yet we both know, they’re not enough to keep you together
sometime in april
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