If only you knew
How much I longed
To trace your body
With my finger
Stopping at your lips
And pushing mine
Against yours
Open my eyes
To find yours closed
And within that delight
hoped we were each other's love
The scent of you
That lingers every night
In my mind
Supplies me with such pain
And joy yet at the same time
I wanted to see you again
Wrap my arms around your body
My head pressed against your chest
Following the beat of your heart
I'll find myself
Deeply
Madly
In love with you
You; yōō
And prayed so hard every night
That you felt the same
" I'm sorry"
Didn't quite make the cut
Not when I gave you every bit
Of my small heart
Telling you how beautiful
A person you are to me
How imperfect you are
a flawed human being
And how I get butterflies
Around when someone mentions your name
But all of these;
Must be kept a secret
No one else can know
Because you are my treasure
Buried deep within somewhere small