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4.0k · Jan 2011
Secret Love.
Behind a curtain of my hair,
I see you standing over there.
I always know where to find you.
Our minds connected like very few.

You're in my mind.
All the time.
And i know i'm in yours.
This just makes me love you more.

But our love, we must hide.
Even though we both know how bad it is to lie.
We're together.
I wish for forever.

We meet secretly behind closed doors.
You know that i'm all yours.
Secret lovers,
It hard to hide, when I see you, I just hover.

You and I,
locking eyes.
Send codes, through the air.
And not one person notices,
Our love enhanced stares.

A secret, that's what we are.
And in my mind, i know, that we'll go far.
Love, does not need to be on display.
Secret love, does not decay.
My heart beats.
When you glance in my direction.
But in my heart I know,
We will never truly meet.

I know of you.
But do you know me?
I wish my lips would form words.
I wonder if you feel this too.

Our eyes lock.
As we cross paths.
But I quickly look away.
And blend in with my flock.

I have this dream.
Of our lips touching.
Of our hips touching.
But this will never come true, it seems.

If only I was brave.
To fulfil both of our wants.
Both of our needs.
Two hearts, i would save.

To you I could never tell a lie.
but i'm afraid of being torn apart.
So, maybe if we never meet,
We'll never have to say goodbye.
Darkness only exists so stars can shine.
So what happens when darkness meets the end of it's line?
Without shining stars I would die.
Staring up at nothingness in the sky.
Who stole the darkness that day?
Whoever it was is going to pay.
The stars are the only way I can get through life.
Without shining stars my heart is filled with strife.
Twinkling and dancing they hold my gaze.
Without them I just travel on, in a haze.
I need a hero to save my reason to live.
Am I the only one who would give?
Away their heart and soul?
To return the darkness that was stolen.
So then my stars can again shine,
Forever, and always mine.
1.2k · Jan 2011
With My Last Breath.
You molded my heart, into your hand.
And you shall hold it forever.
And when I take my last stand.
I want my last words to be clever.

I want you to be by my side.
As I embark into the dark.
When we first met, our hearts collided.
And you have left your mark.

I can't live without you.
So with my last breath.
I'll tell you how much my love is true.

I wish I would have told you from the start.
How you had taken ahold of my heart.
Never to release.

But when it's my time, to embark.
To that house in the sky,
With my dying breath,
I'll beg you,
To follow me, into the dark.
927 · Jan 2011
The Doctor.
Love, is like a clock.
My first love ended with four knocks.
His soul transfers.
Yet, he still knows all the answers.
He saves me time after time.
His blue box is a sign.
Though you don't know if it's true.
You, may have just seen Doctor Who.
Ignorant you are to make fun of his bowtie.
All his tales are true, never lies.
Everyone wants to know what he used to be.
But all he replies is follow me.
Through the vortex, time passes fast.
And this journey to the end of my life, will always last.
The Doctor, never excepts a word in return.
With every trip, the more I learn.
The galaxy is unknown to me and you.
But is explored by Doctor Who.
Protecting our world and lands a far.
The Doctor is my wish from a shooting star.
You can see him, if you just think.
And remember, just not to blink.
Angels, lurk behind turned backs.
Their hands, covering their faces, ashamed of what they lack.
Creatures from all across the land.
I see double, standing side by side on the sand.
Monsters are real he says...
As he puts on his fez.
The padorica has been unlocked.
And then closed and stopped.
The Doctor, the protecter of galaxies.
Is the only person I wish to see.
On my doorstep in the middle of the night.
To travel through time, and save the light.
I've told many lies in my life.
But after they passed my lips.
My heart filled with strife.
Then I began to think.
Of the number of lies on the brink.
Of being told everyday.
It's hard to prove my love to you.
Because lies make everything not true.
This line met my lips without knowing.
And my love for you began truly showing.
That line that I did say.
Was that I love you more than the number of lies told everyday.
I first saw you upon the stage.
With a mike in front of your lips,
And now i'll never be the same.
Never be the same.
Your lyrics flood my ears.
And I forget all that needs to be remembered.
And now i'll never be the same.

chorus
Tonight, You brought a light to my eyes.
I wish we'd never have to say goodbye.
My heart is singing that song.
That it hasn't sang in so long.
You're the culprit to blame.
Because now, i'll never be the same.

I wish I could rewind time,
Back to when you first stepped on the stage.
And that night I dreamed of you kissing my face.
I wish i had the nerve to do it just them.
But now it's just a memory.

Chorus
Tonight, you brought a light to my eyes.
I wish we'd never have to say goodbye.
My heart is singing that song.
That it hasn't sang in so long.
You're the culprit to blame.
Because now, I'll never be the same.

You've changed my heart,
and everything about my mind.
I wish we could have more time.
Let's just please rewind...

You're the culprit to blame,
For stealing my heart from over 10 feet away.
I love your smile, the words you sing, I love everything,
about you.
You can have my heart for keeps.
I've become anything, but the same.

Chorus acoustic
Tonight,
You brought a light to my eyes.
I wish we'd never have to say goodbye.
My heart is singing that song.
That it hasn't sang in so long.
You're the culprit to blame.
Because i've fallen in love with you.
And now i'll never be the same.
758 · Jan 2011
The fall.
She took the leap and then built her wings on the way down.
But as she fell, she lost her crown.
Tumbling through the air,
She caught every stare.
As she transformed before your eyes.
And disclosed all the lies.
Her wings flooded out behind her.
A love, in all hearts, she did stir.
As she flys through the sky,
she waves goodbye.
To the world she once adored.
She knew in her mind, there was something more.
And now she embarks on her endless flight.
To the one world that will fill her life with light.
That risky chance she took.
And before she jumped she did not look.
Before out eyes, she changed her life.
But, for good? or for evil?
660 · Jan 2011
I finally see,
I feel an emptinesss in me.
And I miss the place where your hand used to be.
Intertwined with mine.
But you've crossed the line.
To the other side.
My love for you I cannot hide.
Someone has taken over your mind and soul.
Now I am left with that hole,
In my heart.
I loved you from the start.
But you're not acting like you should.
Save you, I wish I could.
I can't deny that i'll always love you.
I have loved very few.
Because the whole time, I was still loving you.
But now, I've realized you're wrong.
After I've loved you for so long.
I finally see,
What you truly have become to be.
656 · Jan 2011
Remember, you let her go.
She's in her room trying to write a song about you.
Which she does for very few.
Crumpled papers cover the floor.
She doesn't know you don't love her anymore.
Her pen runs out of ink.
And you're on the brink- of lying.
She scribbles a heart around your name.
And you're here to break it, just the same.
You quit lying, and tell.
Her heart's still chiming that bell.
Tell her that you have to go.
And now you're her foe.
She tears up every memory of you.
And you move on to another girl, who wants you.
Years later, you catch a glimpse of this beautiful lover.
And you can't help but hover, staring.
This girl was different than the one who's heart you broke long ago.
Now, she's got a lot to show.
You had your chance.
Just watch her dance.
My smile, is the something that catches your eye.
Then why do you always say goodbye?
You never ask the words I want to hear.
And I feel you've pierced my heart, with a spear.

I want to know your true feelings.
Knowing would help my heart heal.
Are you afraid?
Is this a decision you have never made?

I just want to know what's behind those blue eyes.
Why they glimmer, brighter than the sky.
I wish every touch would reveal a secret.
Our lips have the perfect fit.

Do you realize that you've enchanted me?
This is illegal, what I wish we could be.
But I don't care.
I wish I could just read your mind behind that stare.

We should never be together.
But I wish we could be, forever.
Our stares pass,
Through panes of glass,

And you stole my heart from over 5 feet away.
I wish those words, you would just say.
646 · Feb 2011
Falling
I flash a smile.
And you begin to walk my way.
My mind stops.
On the cold floor is where I find myself lay.

An angel is kneeling over me.
Taking me away from this wreck of my life.
My lips move, but no words come out.
My heart is frozen from the love that will never be.

I go through those last instants in my mind.
At least I died with your face under my eyes.
I've loved you since grade school.
The only love, i've been able to find.

My vision clears,
The colors brighten.
As I wait for the grand tour of heaven above.
But then, your face appears.

"Is it just me or is it everytime you fall you take my heart with you?"
I must be in heaven.
642 · Jan 2011
What was I born to be?
I turn and stare into a mirror.
My reflection is never clear.
Because when I look into that frame,
The room behind me looks the same.

No prescence of my face within its glass.
Never once, have I seen myself, this will never pass.
I wonder what I have done,
To deserve this punishment.

Am I even alive?
Or am I a ghost?
Never to speak to the one I love the most.

I stare down at my fingers.
Searching for a transparency that lingers.
But I see nothing.
Am I even something?

Perhaps a speck of dust,
Full of lust,
Never to let any of it free.
What was I born to be?
I feel as if, everyone knows but, me.
635 · Jan 2011
Yet, here I still stand.
As night falls, the moon calls.
The cool wind blows across the lands.
Yet, here I still stand.
The flames of our love have long since burned.
And my heart misses your touch, I have now learned.
I gaze at that spot where you once stood.
Loving someone else, I never could.
But you never did know my love for you.
I wish I'd told you before you flew.
Off into the night, to begin a new life.
Yet, here I still stand,
My heart filled with strife.
In my dreams you return to this place.
And without words, I close that space, between us.
Maybe you felt the same about me,
The sadness i your eyes is easy to see.
But no tears ever spilled from those eyes.
Not till we said our last goodbyes.
Yet, here I still stand,
My tongue tied.
Wishing to take back all those lies.
That I told about my love for you.
Now I can't deny, it's purely true.
The piercing wind, covers the sound of your foot falls.
As I stand here unknowingly, not hearing your calls.
You put your lips to my ear.
And tell me I have nothing to fear.
Our lips were made for eachother.
It's like we were forever lovers.
Our hands clasped never to release.
You have put my mind at peace.
But this all seems too good to be true,
And then I awake, without you,
My hand is empty and alone,
My love has been shown.
Yet, here, I still stand.
My love bundled up in my chest.
Never, to rest.
622 · Jan 2011
A dream in reality.
You and I are a pair.
Many believe it's not fair.
This connection we have cannot break.
And our love we cannot fake.
Everynight you ask me if I see stars.
I always see those stars you speak of.
I see them whenever my eyes meet yours.
Captivating my heart from shore to shore.
Waves of lovers tears,
that's what I fear.
Will happen to us.
I have never felt this lust.
The taste of your lips.
Your hands on my hips.
Feels too real.
But, this love, I feel.
Is a dream, in reality.
My ears are ringing, or are they singing?
I'm not sure but it sounds pure.
Or are they telling me what to do?
Telling me to love you.
Why does this always happen to me?
My mind telling me who i need to be.
I love you, it's true.
But I also love many a few.
My mind is tangled inside.
I am a lover, I cannot hide.
My ears ring, when my heart sings.
Which is almost everyday.
Either way.
It obvious who I love.
So please don't push me away with a shove.
It's not my fault, I can't control my heart and soul.
There's many loves that make me feel whole.
I wish you could be the only one.
But when i'm with you i'm still looking for the sun.
I'm sorry, what's your name again? I got lost in your eyes.
And how empty they are of lies.
How they squint to see a face.
And smile, just in case.

You catch my stare.
As I wander here and there.
Just to come across you.
I wonder if you know what's true.

When I try to speak,
Not a word leaks,
From my trembling lips.

A nervous wreck, you make my mind.
I haven't felt like this, for quite some time.
As we pass in the hall,
My heart beats with your footfalls.

I wish you would make the first move,
There's something I need to prove.

In my dreams, we are together.
But, in real life... we aren't.
Well, at least not yet.
587 · Jan 2011
Luck.
I  see you on the other side of the street.
And have the urge to cross.
But i'm too shy.
You have your head bowed to your feet.

Your eyes glance my way.
My heart  beats.
Were you going to close the space between us?
What would I say?

In my dreams.
You keep walking.
Oblivious to my fantasy.
A penny on the sidewalk gleams.

I check and see it is heads side up.
My fingers close around the copper.
And as I raise, there you are before me.
I guess a  lucky penny really does bring you good luck.

You smile .

And in the blink of an eye.
I tumble to the ground.
I fainted.
Because you said "Hi."

Guess not.
563 · Feb 2011
I wish...
I wish it was back in the day.
When you could tell the person what you truly feel.
And they would return it, you wouldn't have to steal.
Today, you have to watch every word you say.

I wish it was that day.
When I knew everyword to say.
That was when we first met.
And I thought my future was set.

I wish you were back with me.
That's what I believed my future would be.
You, and me.
Our hands clasped tightly.

I wish you'd been just a dream.
Now I can't get over you.
I've moved on, that's what it seems.
But I still believe,
That the bond we shared, was very few.

Maybe you were just a mirage.
My mind creating the perfect image.
Then all my feelings did not exist.
I've fell in love with a man of mist.

But of what I am unaware,
Is that you feel the same way as I.
Here I stand fighting the urge to stare.
As you cry on the inside, and wave good bye.
To your one true love,

I wish, I would have just said those 3 words.
559 · Jan 2011
Ice.
Things of ice that only appear in winter.
That is what I am.
Yet, only a splinter.

Never once do I get to see my killer.
The sun, as it penetrates my life.
Others of my kind find this a thriller.

Stuck gazing at the ground.
Though the snow sure is beautiful.
Snow gets to gaze at the sky day to night around.

The best ****** weapon, I am called.
My sharp tip ideal.
To melt away after I fall.

It's not my fault.
After winter,
I'm put into that summer vault.

Only to return,  
after snow.

Always to follow.
Never to lead.
558 · Feb 2011
Everything's a dream.
Your eyes are a black hole.
That have absorbed my mind.
Many girls hearts you have stole.
I wish you'd let your heart unwind.
Because deep down there's a secret you know.
You seem to fear those words being let out.
I wish you would just let them go.
I have a feeling what that secret is about.
Today, you whispered words into my ear.
With the brush of your breath, I lost all fear.
Our lips touching was all I could see.
But then my mind went blank,
As I realized the meaning of those words,
You left hanging in the air.
"Everything's a dream."
556 · Jan 2011
Courage.
I scribble a heart around your name,
And hope you won't break it just the same.
Just a glance makes me smile.
We haven't talked for awhile.
But, I heard you're leaving, going somewhere far away.
I wish I had the courage to tell you to stay.
The love I feel for you I have never felt.
Without you my heart will just melt.
I'd tell you I love you.
But only if, I knew you would tell the same to me too.
I watch the water on the glass.
And wonder how long this will last.
The clouds sheading tears.
When will they realize their fears?
Are just a premonition.
I've been in that position.
Droplets stream down the window panes.
I can't help but feel the same.
Perhaps the clouds lost someone they love.
Someone we can't see, someone above.
That's why I shead these tears I cry.
I hate to say goodbye.
BUt the clouds tears only last til they move on.
While, mine, I feel will never be gone.
I wish there was a sun in me to break through my mind.
Like the one who is the clouds' one and only bind.
I saw your face on a TV screen.
Things aren't as they seem.
They got it all wrong.
I know, though we haven't talked for so long,
You don't know the half of it.
Our lips had the perfect fit.
Back when you and I were one.
Together, we were the sun.
But, apart, we're both stuck in the dark.
And now your mind has begun to embark.
Away from what we used to be.
I still can't see,
Why you've changed.
Now you're a stranger to me.
But my heart can't seem to let you go.
You tell me oh, how I love you so,
And I reply I love the snow.
Because it will always love me.
The cool kiss on my cheek,
Makes me weak.
It covers the ground,
When you're never around.
Why can't you see?
I guess I have to say my goodbye.
Cause my one  true love,
Falls from the sky.
441 · Jan 2011
Eternal Love
You say you don't realize what you do to me.
But i still don't understand how you can't see.
You play with my heart and mind.
Fool around with those thoughts of mine.

Your smile makes my heart beat fast.
But now i realize it would never last.
I need to stop loving you.
Because what you say isn't true.

These words i say are lies.
You and I will never truly say goodbye.
Your face captivates my thoughts.
Everyday my heart gets caught.
beating only for you.
But it has for many a few.

And now you are gone.
I can live on.
With out you teasing me.
I can be who i wish to be.
425 · Jan 2011
Stars
The sky is dark above my head.
As I lay here in my bed.
My eyes longing for the stars.
A many confuse them with mars.
I slide out from under my sheets.
Feeling the cold floor upon my feet.
I brave the wrath of the night.
Not daring to ignite a light.
The stars flee at something so bright.
So, in the dark I keep my flight.
The wind whips through the trees.
And with my first glance I have to freeze.
There's something missing from this once starry sky.
An absence, of which you could never lie.
The stars that once lit this dark cloak.
Are gone, and only the moon spoke.
Please listen, I beg you do.
If you could return the stars, just a few.
I would lay peacefully back in my bed.
With thoughts of stars filling my head.
But if my bright lovers do not return.
I'm going to make you learn.
The stars are my only peace of mind.
My only truthful bind.
Please, please return them soon.
Because without them, my heart is an empty room.
Hello love,
Did you fall down from above?
Those wings on your back,
Are the one thing I lack.
My heart has been pierced by your arrow,
But it hasn't taken away my sorrow.
Of losing who I thought was mine, forever.
Find a new lover never.
Your spells have no effect on me.
Because he and I were meant to be.
So just fly and five someone else this curse.
While I finish my last and final verse.
Time, takes years in my mind.
From day to night takes a century.
But you are still with me.
My heart ticks away the time.

From day to night takes a century.
As I live my life on.
My heart ticks away the time.
Counting every moment we are not together.

As I live my life on.
My heart still sings our song.
Counting every moment we are not together.
I wish your heart felt as mine.
390 · Jan 2011
I Can Live On.
You say you don't realize what you do to me.
But i still don't understand how you can't see.
You play with my heart and mind.
Fool around with those thoughts of mine.

Your smile makes my heart beat fast.
But now i realize it would never last.
I need to stop loving you.
Because what you say isn't true.

These words i say are lies.
You and I will never truly say goodbye.
Your face captivates my thoughts.
Everyday my heart gets caught.
beating only for you.
But it has for many a few.

And now you are gone.
I can live on.
With out you teasing me.
I can be who i wish to be.
I feel I barely know you,
But I know you're true,
I first saw you from a distance,
And you brought me back to existence.
Your eyes, a deep blue,
Made me feel like time flew.
I caught your eye,
and you caught mine.
For a moment, I felt we had met before.
Possibly along a dreamy shore, within our minds.
I've never had many of these binds.
Yet, somehow, it still felt the same,
So I didn't ask your name.
366 · Jan 2011
That's what we are.
Noone can love you more than me.
My love, I express in words, you see?
Every words that passes my lips makes me think of you.
And how our love is pure and true.
You can't see the stars.
Because that's what we are.
We are those shining lights.
In the sky of night.
Forever.

— The End —