I try to change
For the sake of society
But I always get drunk
Can't deal with sobriety

Listen
When I look at you
My brain goes all stupid
and I just wanna hug you
and sit on the couch and play beemo!

The truth hurts
So I prefer my beautiful lies

That rose had nine inch spikes
It took me months to get pricked

My heart was happy
So she just had to crush it

I don't love you for your looks
Or your talk
Or your walk
I love you for your flaws
the way you lead me on
the way you don't really care
the way you always forgive him
Because within your flaws, somehow, I see perfection
I see how wonderful you Could be, how wonderful you Can be
And i believe I can help you become that wonderful you

The flower said i wish i was a tree
The tree said i wish i could be
A different kind of tree
The cat wished that it was a bee
The turtle wished that it could fly
Really high into the sky
Over rooftops and then dive deep into the sea
And in the sea there is a fish
A fish that is a secret wish
A wish to be a big cactus with a pink flower on it
And in the sea there is a fish
A fish that has a secret wish
A wish to be a big cactus with a pink flower on it
And the flower would be it's offering
To the desert so dry and lonely
And the desert so dry and lonely
So that all the animals apreaciate the effort
The rattle snake said "i wish i had hands
So i could hug you like a man"
And the cactus said "well don't you understand,
My skin is covered with sharp spikes
That'll stab you like a thousand knives.
I'm sure a hug would be nice
But hug my flower with your eyes"
The flower said i wish i was a tree
The tree said i wish i could be
A different kind of tree
The cat wished that it was a bee
The turtle wished that it could fly
Really high into the sky
Over rooftops and then dive
Deep into the sea
And in the sea we have a fish
A fish that has a secret wish
A wish to be a big cactus
With a pink flower on it

He is the clown prince of crime
And what I would do to be his princess
The banks I would rob
The People I would ******

It would be beautiful
Beautiful beautiful chaos

I feel like I need someone.
A someone.
The someone.
It's very confusing, my emotions are.
My brain is fuzzy.
We're carving pumpkins.
I love you guys.

We are young
But We are Strong
Inside our Heads
A War Wages On

We were made
Warriors too soon
Never had the chance
To grow
To bloom

I'm grasping on to any little bit of nothing to hold onto you
And my palms are sweaty and my fingers ache
but I can't let go yet

A doctor and his companion
Who at first couldn't stand him
She's grown to feel love
For this man she is dreaming of
He's in her mind
He's in her thoughts
Oh she doesn't want it to stop
He's her man
Her everything
The sad part is he doesn't see
Doesn't recognize her feelings
When she's gone he realizes
She wasn't even trying to hide it
It's too late she has to go
Now they part forevermore
With a kiss she says goodbye
After she's left he starts to cry
Slams the Tardis door
Screams "WHY"
This man
The Doctor
Is so blue
For he is nothing
Without you

I am in love with a monster
a forever enticing fiend
who doesn't care
who doesn't need

They captured my heart
and swallowed the key
they covered my eyes
so i can not see

I can't see the truth
I can't see that she's wrong
I know what has to be done
I just need to be strong

I need to let go
my grip must come loose
so i don't end up hanging
from an emotional noose

When people write depressing poems
It makes me sad

Its all a spiral of psychotic humor,
and unrequited love.

your ex likes your tweet and you can feel yourself spiralling into the ******* abyss, your body is turning to dust and all that will be left is the thought that when someone says "emily" you still see her face

A hollow feeling creeps into my chest cavity
And I am lost

The real secret is
that we never really stop

wanted to talk to you
kept stumbling over my words
like they were too large rocks
on the gravel road that I'm running on
you got bored trying to figure out what i was struggling to say
so you walked away
couldn't figure out how to say
you make me feel safe

I just want to hug you forever
and to smell you
cuz I bet you smell like guy
I love guy smell
I bet you smell like the perfect kind of guy smell

And I want to kiss you on the cheek
Like little kids do
In the way that says "you mean the world to me"
So that you know I care
cuz I care SO much

I want to have you
I want have you be mine
and I will be yours
cuz that's what love is supposed to be

Except I don't think any of that will ever happen
cuz my life isn't a fairy tale
I'm not a princess
and you're no prince

I wish i was made of stained glass
All my secrets on display
So I wouldn't have to tell you
How I feel everyday

You are the stars
that make my eyes twinkle
when i look at the night sky

He is the moon
that holds my tides
and makes my oceans come alive

And I will be the sun
Spreading warmth to you
everyday until i go out

It's not big things, just small
Tiny fragments of a memory nearly gone
A comic you introduced me to
The blue flowers on the side of the road when spring is nearly over
I know its stupid to still do this
I don't even think of you anymore
Day to day you never cross my mind
But these things that remind me of you

He's my shadow
A darkness clouding over my light
He's my safety
There to protect me when things go wrong
He's my friend
Cheering me up when no one else can
He's not real
Just another one of the voices in my head

Love is like a bee.
It's beautiful until it stings you.
Then you swat it away.

I don't think I know what love feels like anymore
Since all I can gather of it
Is equivalent to amputating your leg
Without anesthetic

I was going to write a meaningful poem
But then I got distracted
And my nose started to run
I think I have a cold

I keep writing messages and deleting them
and writing and deleting
and hoping I'll gain the courage to send one
to tell you how much I still care
how much I still hurt