It was in December, the most beautiful time of the year
He reached for my hand as he twirled me around
My dress spin so delicately,i felt like a princess
We dance under the open sky filled with stars
As he asked me a question.....

I want to be the one you think about in the mornings

I want to be the one you think about all day long

I want to be the one you make future plans with

I want to be the one you ask for their hand

I want to be your everything

I want to be the one

They say I should take what I get, but what if I have nothing?   They say be patient and stop worrying but I don't see myself being happy any time soon
They say you can't force someone to love you but how do you know if someone loves you or even getting there?
They say time is the master yet to me I am right where I started and somehow I feel as if I never started at all
I would compare my life to a roller coaster but sadly I have never been on one. So I'm back to where I started not only confused but twice as I was before
They never told me love could be so confusing yet they were there to point fingers when I got it wrong
They say that I am a saint, that I am pretending but they can't  see the fact that they are filled with lies
Never stop to ask why I'm confused, never stopped to ask if I'm okay. Nice, that's like you're a werewolf because you're only nice on a full moon. Funny, now that's something you are so funny that I don't even know when your being real
They say I should take it slow that they're giving me a second chance, I guess this is was being a submissive feels like.....

I heard a knock on the door as I opened it he began kissing me,then he picked me up and walked over to the bed
I pulled him down on me and pushed him over on its back, I got on top and immediately start sinking my nails in his chest
He stripes me slowly while kissing on my neck and ******* on my breast, my underwear was soaking wet
He got up and pushed me against the wall and start kissing and licking my neck, I wet myself as I tried putting my hand in my underwear I realize it was already off
I turned and pushed him against the wall as I bite down on his neck he lifts me up I could see the stars I could even touch the moon, up and down we went as I shout out  "Marry Me!!!"
Out of breath he whispered in my ear "Back to the bed it's time to cry baby voice"
So grecfully I fell to the bed, as I look up in his face we began at it, we both were in pain but we didn't stop
He turned me around while I bent on my knees with my back arch "Princess my waist hurts"he said yet he wasn't going to stop
He then went for my hands and pull them back as I gently raised a bit to feel everything in my tummy, I began to cry for something that hurts so bad feels so good a the same time
Around i turned to lay on my back once more,he then gripped my waist and pulled me with a force, I could feel his hands shaking for me been at this for hours
"Ahhhhhhhh!!!" I heard him moaned as I saw the Beast inside of him,he then fell on his back right next to me with a kiss to my cheek......

Have anyone seen my shoes?
It's the one I wear to school
Blue, red, green, and yellow
Too that's what you see when you're looking at my shoes
It's big, its small, it's round has a ball, and it smells like cheese not the kind you would eat
It hugs my feet so tight I sometimes scream
I found it once, but now it's lost again
I hid it from my sister Jane, she keeps finding it day after day but I am sure she won't find it to day
Am tired of looking for that big old shoes
Am even going to be late for school
Am going upstairs and I ain't coming down until someone have seen my shoes.

I will move on and forget what I had lost
The pain it shall stay with me no more
I choose not to remember you so it hurts less
No more will I sit and worry what I had taken in my life
No more will I regret hurting myself over and over again
Because where i am you can't get to me.
The tears that I cry are upon your shoulders and every sleepless moment I am awake
Let it be a remainder to you of the life you take
Forget me now for I have nothing else that you want
Forget me again just like you did once before
My mind may let me down but my hearts pour gold
With thanking you I now know what to do
Just like a full moon I shall find true love
Sad to say an experience that held me to my death
Sad to say an experience that I won't ever forget
You taught me will my old friend
But now faith shows that we should go our separate ways
And all you are to me now is just a bad memory.

I think I have found my soulmate, but its still too early to tell
He's not all I have been looking for but he have words that will make you melt
He's cute in the night but gosh he's even better looking in the day
That face of his like a real man, it would make any bad day fade away
When he held my hand I felt my feet lifting of the ground
This is an experience that would made any little girl felt like a grow woman
His eyes, which he use to make me weak, I almost even fell on my keens
Call me crazy, call me insane but now I hear church bells ringing as dove flies over my head
I know nothing about him because me talk so little, but I felt as if I knew him all my life
Has days turn to weeks and weeks turn to months I hope I will be seeing this guy all year long.