Shang

Shang Dec 2018

She was once the
brightest star,
Shining among millions
of galaxies.
Until one day,
she started to
exhaust herself —
letting us know,
that slowly,
her life is about to end.

Shang Dec 2018

Her Thoughts

You were his light
when his world was dark.
His only sunshine,
whenever it rains.

His favorite,
among everything.
His happiness
whenever he gets sad.

I can tell he was happy
when you two were together.
His eyes were shining,
brightly like the stars.

Those jokes that he made
that was only for you,
Those pick-up lines,
'though corny but sweet.
How lucky you are.

Lucky, because you were his
favorite person.
Lucky, because I think,
until now, you still are.

Shang Nov 2018

Untitled

At first,
there was You and Me.
But after she came,
it became, You and Her.
So question,
Did I do well in fulfilling your boredom
while you patiently wait for her?

Shang Nov 2018

My Love

Baby, can you please look at me
Look into my eyes and see what I feel
Tell me, what do you see?

I’m in pain, I’m hurt, I’m lonely.
I wish you were here
I wish I could feel your presence
Where are you when I needed
You the most?

I miss you, I miss you,
Yes my love, I do.
I wish I can feel your warmth again
I wish I can hug you and touch you again
Why do you have to go?
I’m lonely, I miss you.
Yes, my love, I do.

Shang Nov 2018

Her

— and there she was,
Sitting in that dim corner,
Again, isolating herself from everyone,—
It’s as if, she has given up caring for everything.

Shang Oct 2018

Untitled

Where do I even begin?
Many questions are forming in my mind.
I can't rest, I'm too scared.

Depression, anxiety,
I need someone to listen to me. But they're all busy to care.
Has the world turned itself to me?

Where do I even begin?
Someone. Friends? Family? Relatives?
They're just there when they needed you for something.
Why is everyone not listening? I just need one person to listen.

Where do I even begin?
Is there a way? But I'm too scared.
Too scared to talk, afraid that people might judge me.
so then where? Do I even have a place that I belong to?
Where?