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I like memories.
Harrogate, TN
Songwriter, musician, cyclist. .......that I might loosen the tongue of that incessant voice within, that otherworld hum.
Poems
Overwhelmed Mar 2014
mantra
Overwhelmed
Mar 2014
1 (alseep)
now tell me: how are you?
******
why is that?
I’m ******
how do you know this?
I can see myself
I am but a tower of ****
that walks like a man
how do you know this?
I can see
what other proof have you?
my life
what of it?
it has **** all over it
that says nothing about you
how so?
the bed is not a blanket
because the former
is smothered
in the latter.
there is no
choice.
but there is.
to be good enough.
then chose
become something new
one that is good enough for you
let’s begin,
repeat after me:
2 (dreams)
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3 (back to bed)**
now tell me,
how have you been
doing?
good enough
say it again
good enough
again
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again
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again!
good enough!
again!
good enough!
once more
good enough
and again
good enough!
again
good enough
I don’t believe you!
good enough!
you are a liar!
no!
you are here to cheat me!
no!
you are here to cheat yourself
no!
you said no lies! no tricks!
there are no lies! no tricks!
liar!
no!
so tell me again!
good enough!
again!
good enough!
AGAIN!
GOOD ENOUGH!
liar! you’re pathetic!
me? you’re pathetic!
how?
you lie!
how?
you told me this would help!
how does that make me a liar!
I still feel like ****!
ah! but do you?
what?
do you still hate yourself?
what?
do you feel worthless?
what?
do you feel like a waste?
what?
for you have just told me
three-hundred and seventy-eight times
that you are not
so how are you?
good enough?
good enough.
good, now again.
now tell me: how are you?
******
why is that?
I’m ******
how do you know this?
I can see myself
I am but a tower of ****
that walks like a man
how do you know this?
I can see
what other proof have you?
my life
what of it?
it has **** all over it
that says nothing about you
how so?
the bed is not a blanket
because the former
is smothered
in the latter.
there is no
choice.
but there is.
to be good enough.
then chose
become something new
one that is good enough for you
let’s begin,
repeat after me:
2 (dreams)
good enough
good enough
good enough
good enough
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3 (back to bed)**
now tell me,
how have you been
doing?
good enough
say it again
good enough
again
good enough
again
good enough
again!
good enough!
again!
good enough!
once more
good enough
and again
good enough!
again
good enough
I don’t believe you!
good enough!
you are a liar!
no!
you are here to cheat me!
no!
you are here to cheat yourself
no!
you said no lies! no tricks!
there are no lies! no tricks!
liar!
no!
so tell me again!
good enough!
again!
good enough!
AGAIN!
GOOD ENOUGH!
liar! you’re pathetic!
me? you’re pathetic!
how?
you lie!
how?
you told me this would help!
how does that make me a liar!
I still feel like ****!
ah! but do you?
what?
do you still hate yourself?
what?
do you feel worthless?
what?
do you feel like a waste?
what?
for you have just told me
three-hundred and seventy-eight times
that you are not
so how are you?
good enough?
good enough.
good, now again.
Anubis the Philosomancer
Jun 2013
Hey man, what's good?
Good;
Is good.
It is good.
I am good.
Gin is good.
Air is good.
Art is good.
Tea is good.
*** is good.
Tao is good.
Zin is good.
Yin is good.
Life is good.
Zen is good.
Beer is good.
LSD is good.
We are good.
*** is good.
Love is good.
Cake is good.
Time is good.
Yang is good.
Wine is good.
Black is good.
Sleep is good.
You are good.
To be is good.
Syrah is good.
Logic is good.
Metal is good.
Piano is good.
Feet are good.
Water is good.
White is good.
Steam is good.
***** is good.
Legs are good.
Music is good.
Coffee is good.
Guitar is good.
Honor is good.
Poetry is good.
Colour is good.
Cheese is good.
Arms are good.
Cellos are good.
Portal 2 is good.
Respect is good.
T'ai Chi is good.
Writing is good.
Context is good.
Literacy is good.
Hands are good.
The Sun is good.
The Past is good.
Wisdom is good.
Humour is good.
Fingers are good.
Whiskey is good.
Friends are good.
Teaching is good.
Learning is good.
Thinking is good.
Empathy is good.
Dreams are good.
Cannabis is good.
The Earth is good.
Digestion is good.
My pets are good.
Harmony is good.
Discretion is good.
Shrooms are good.
The Moon is good.
The Stars are good.
The Future is good.
Meditation is good.
Experience is good.
Philosophy is good.
Spirituality is good.
Dissonance is good.
Knowledge is good.
Perspective is good.
Respiration is good.
My Guitars are good.
Being myself is good.
My lovers were good.
Civilization V is good.
My Computer is good.
Self-discipline is good.
Video Games are good.
Having a Body is good.
Having a Mind is good.
Team Fortress 2 is good.
Having a House is good.
Having a Mother is good.
Being a Philosopher is good.
Being an Autodidact is good.
Kerbal Space Program is good.
Being here and now as me is good.
Being alive as a Human Being is good:
Having this opportunity to experience this holy reality is more than I was ever guaranteed.
Thus I give thanks
to all of these things
and Thus I give thanks
for all of these things.
Thus I give thanks.
Good;
Is good.
It is good.
I am good.
Gin is good.
Air is good.
Art is good.
Tea is good.
*** is good.
Tao is good.
Zin is good.
Yin is good.
Life is good.
Zen is good.
Beer is good.
LSD is good.
We are good.
*** is good.
Love is good.
Cake is good.
Time is good.
Yang is good.
Wine is good.
Black is good.
Sleep is good.
You are good.
To be is good.
Syrah is good.
Logic is good.
Metal is good.
Piano is good.
Feet are good.
Water is good.
White is good.
Steam is good.
***** is good.
Legs are good.
Music is good.
Coffee is good.
Guitar is good.
Honor is good.
Poetry is good.
Colour is good.
Cheese is good.
Arms are good.
Cellos are good.
Portal 2 is good.
Respect is good.
T'ai Chi is good.
Writing is good.
Context is good.
Literacy is good.
Hands are good.
The Sun is good.
The Past is good.
Wisdom is good.
Humour is good.
Fingers are good.
Whiskey is good.
Friends are good.
Teaching is good.
Learning is good.
Thinking is good.
Empathy is good.
Dreams are good.
Cannabis is good.
The Earth is good.
Digestion is good.
My pets are good.
Harmony is good.
Discretion is good.
Shrooms are good.
The Moon is good.
The Stars are good.
The Future is good.
Meditation is good.
Experience is good.
Philosophy is good.
Spirituality is good.
Dissonance is good.
Knowledge is good.
Perspective is good.
Respiration is good.
My Guitars are good.
Being myself is good.
My lovers were good.
Civilization V is good.
My Computer is good.
Self-discipline is good.
Video Games are good.
Having a Body is good.
Having a Mind is good.
Team Fortress 2 is good.
Having a House is good.
Having a Mother is good.
Being a Philosopher is good.
Being an Autodidact is good.
Kerbal Space Program is good.
Being here and now as me is good.
Being alive as a Human Being is good:
Having this opportunity to experience this holy reality is more than I was ever guaranteed.
Thus I give thanks
to all of these things
and Thus I give thanks
for all of these things.
Thus I give thanks.
I intend "holy" to be a sign of reverence and respect as opposed to the assumption that the Universe and our Reality is an artifact of a deity, other than itself and each of us and all of the things within it.
This is not meant in any particular relevant order other than simply increasing physical size of the lines.
Addendum: Certain things pre-require discretion and/or moderation.
"What's good?" is a colloquialism for something between "How are things" and "what's up" here in Northern California, to which I'm never really sure what to answer. I am, however, usually tempted to offer a facetious retort, so I suppose this exercises that urge in a more serious manner.
Addendum redundum: This whole thing sort of looks like an obelisk or sword or something.. cool!
This is not meant in any particular relevant order other than simply increasing physical size of the lines.
Addendum: Certain things pre-require discretion and/or moderation.
"What's good?" is a colloquialism for something between "How are things" and "what's up" here in Northern California, to which I'm never really sure what to answer. I am, however, usually tempted to offer a facetious retort, so I suppose this exercises that urge in a more serious manner.
Addendum redundum: This whole thing sort of looks like an obelisk or sword or something.. cool!
Melancholy of Innocence May 2019
Good That LOVE...
Melancholy of Innocence
May 2019
Good that LOVE is not life
Good that LOVE is not work
Good that LOVE is not a marriage
Good that LOVE is not an agreement
Good that LOVE is not a signed contract
Good that LOVE is not a Terms of reference
Good that LOVE is not a Job description
Good that LOVE is not an Annual plan
Good that LOVE does not have a budget
Good that LOVE does not have to give account of expenses
Good that LOVE does not have targets
Good that LOVE does not come under HR rules
Good that LOVE does not come under LEGAL laws
Good that LOVE does not follow rules, regulations
Good that LOVE does not care for moral, ethics
Good that LOVE does not get awards, trophies,
Good that LOVE does not get citations, certificates
Good that LOVE does not get applause, fame
Good that LOVE is not a post or position
Good that LOVE does not care of hierarchy
Good that LOVE is not about status and power
Good that LOVE does not fetch you friends
Good that LOVE is not a job or business
Good that LOVE is not about 9 to 5 job
Good that LOVE does not expect meetings, conferences
Good that LOVE does not expect workshops symposiums
Good that LOVE does not make you pretentious
Good that for LOVE one has to wear a fake mask
Good that LOVE does not let you follow any ideology
Good that LOVE is not reimbursed by salary, wage
Good that LOVE is not paid for your work done
Good that LOVE is not found on Internet, social media
Good that LOVE does not bother about likes, dislikes
Good that LOVE does not exist on laptop and mobiles
Good that LOVE is unlike any other relationship
Good that LOVE is not restricted to family & friends
Good that LOVE is not about learning, knowledge
Good that LOVE is not about literacy and education
Good that LOVE does not care for wealth and riches
Good that LOVE is not about decisions and making choice
Good that LOVE does not believe in religions, God/dess
Good that LOVE does not suffer from phobias & neurosis
Good that LOVE does not hide behind ideologies & doctrines
Good that LOVE is liberal and progressive
Good that LOVE is a rebellion against everything
Good that LOVE is the one that kills EGO "I"
Good that LOVE is.... "LOVE"...!