I've given up, finally
I can not wonder here anymore
The sins of others has brought me into a dark place
where they themselves are blinded
As I have become useless for them
My heart breaks
and yield  for no one
I will be in the arms of the one who understood me
Soon the pain will be over
and I will be at ease
finally

The thoughts are drowning
the feeling to suffocate
I can't express through talking
I hope that they do realize the pain they have cause to me
I stay in my room
I could hear the thoughts of what they have of me
Two- face, can't be
They are not talking bad about me
its their thoughts
Racist comments
Constant bring down
I chose to move
Because your starting to figure out the difference between my smile and my  frown

How do you begin?
I just write
How do you finish?
When my heart interferes with the thoughts of my mind

I've realized that it is hard to fit in
My mind is elsewhere
The knowledge I have is constantly being questioned
more like challenged
People..
Regard the thoughts of your peers
Be open...
Not only with your eyes, but with your ears