august- a struggle beneath a mess a face obvious to stress. september- the summer heat is sticky grosse and u october - partying fun molly and making out still in love so confused under the spell of this party drug he introduced to me november- rough and rocky. the part of my life that seemed to be so obvious and prroven that it was too good to be true december - cold. christmas lights and doubt. a trip bachk home for a week that lasted way to long ; a trip to washington . who am i becoming. january - a new year a rave at a highschool like venue a tiny parachute of molly and **** ciggareets and greeed this girl in the mirror, what am i doing. february- nothing great a part time gig at a floral shop and a confusion of many things, a list so long it would read all the way to the sun MARCH - the first at midnight 12:13 to be precise konstantine is playing