i miss you

i miss the softness of your lips and the taste of your breath

i miss the night we slept in my bed

i miss the way you pulled me in closer and closer

i miss you pulling my hands into yours

i miss you guiding my hands up and down your body, so that i could feel all of your curves

i miss you teasing me before we actually tried falling asleep

the way you intentionally tried to turn me on, just so that i would pull you close and kiss you

the way you wanted to simply be with me in that moment

i miss the way you taste and the way we made each other feel

i miss holding you in my arms as we slept

you telling me that you felt great sleeping wrapped by me

i miss the way our breath and hearts would synch to the rhythm of the other’s

having you in my arms was one of my favorite feelings in the world

waking up next to you was the only thing i liked more

to know that you were still there in my arms, still there to be mine

waking up to see you still happily sleeping in my arms, before closing my eyes and falling back asleep

then waking again as i felt you turn as you woke up

you flashing your cute, sleepy smile

being able to kiss you good morning

knowing that you were mine and i was yours

these are the things i miss most at 6 in the morning when i can’t sleep and all i can think about is my time with you

-m.j.