My avocados are mine to eat
2. I wake up in the morning for me
3. I see photos of you and don't know who that is
4. I dress how I want to dress
5. I do not look around for you anymore

6. I wince when someone looks like you
7. I hate stand up comedians
8. My hair is long
9. I did not stop at 5
10. I have muscle

11. I try to be the best I can be
12. I practice and cope with the monster
13. Your name no longer pops up on my phone
14. No one makes plans or promises to me they cannot and will not keep

15. I do not toss and turn waiting for my phone to ring at 4am
16. I am so ****** and free
17. I do not go yell your name or chase you down the streets
18. I do not feel threatened by your reputation
19. I do not hate the women you use to sleep with
20.  What you do or say has no effect on me

21. You left without saying goodbye and I am learning to be okay with it
22. I spend time with my friends
23. I put on make up and get dressed up, for me
24. I listen and watch whatever I want
25. When I ask a guy to stay, they stay

26. Art.
27. I am a better listener, but boy I have so many stories to tell
28. I do not walk around only to feel lost
29. I do not pay to keep you well and alive.
30. I am worthy of love.