i should just say what needs to be said
i should stop putting myself down
i should just do it
i should live life the way i want
i should run away
i should leave it all behind
i should never of said those things
i should have never fell in love
i should find what makes me happy
i should feel young
i should help others
i should laugh more
i should find a way  
i should smile more
i should just start over.