nothing is okay today,
to my love I know not what to say.
my love is mad and sad,
me being human is bad.
I would be better at being an evil soul or a demon,
the one the devil will summon to cause harm and pain.
that's not what I want to be,
but I feel that's all what people see in me.
would it be better to **** myself and go to HELL,
or go on with my life thinking all is well.
I wont be known for anything that great,
but I know when I go to hell their will be a open gate.
enter the darkness forever to be,
with no one else but me.
no one can help me some people say God,
he's never answered my prayers at all
so I yell **** GOD!!!!!
but it doesn't help yelling because he's not their,
then you realize your just talking to air.