I push away my plate
And you take away my friends
Tell me how that's fair
How taking away the only people
Who can help me
When I want to end my life
Will make anything better?
I'll only push harder
After this threat
All I want to do
Is cut and starve and cry
Tell me how that's better
How making me hate myself
Will promote me to
Take precautions to ensure
That my life is longer
Tell me how it's easier
To get my mind off everything
When all I'm left with
Is my thoughts
And my thoughts rip me apart
Day after day
I'm almost beyond caring
I want to die just to spite you
Tell me how that's better

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