I never let anyone get close enough
Not because I don't want them to
But because I know I'll find something to keep me away from them
I know I will find something, anything,
That I will frown upon and reject immediately
I know they'll never be you
I find the smallest default and make it this huge thing I can't get past
They'll never be you
And I can't get over you.
I never let anyone get close enough
Because I can't be hurt again
Because the wound is so deep
And hurts so much
And there's only so much I can take before I die
And I don't want to die
I want to live
But you ruined it
Destroying all my feelings like a Viking on a mission
Setting fire to my emotions
Drowning my hope in your hate
Runining what you could and leaving the field empty
Destroyed
Hopeless
I never let anyone get close enough
Not because I don't want them to
But because they'll never be you
And my body remembers your touch
And my heart remembers your voice
And every little things
And you're not them
And they're not you
And I burn inside
And I died inside
And I wish it wasn't over
But I wish to never see you again